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Chapter 37

Chapter 37- Haylee's POV

That night I could not sleep at all. Insomnia, it's what my doctor Jeff called it. I was quite sure today the insomnia was not because of any side effect of pills- as he had indicated- it was because Shawn had kissed me. The scene replayed and replayed in my mind- as if it was some type of old record that has a scratch and therefore replays many times.

Suddenly I felt my torso hurting. The pain was extreme, I was having a hard time breathing. "Mo..mom!" I said, exclaiming in between coughs, finding it hard to speak.

I felt like my body had just been hit by a wrecking ball or if I had just been crashed by a car.

"The pills! Haylee! You forgot your pills!" Said my mom, frustrated and half asleep- getting up from her usual sleeping couch.

She quickly handed me the pills, while pressing some type of button to call Dr. Jeff to my room.

I took the pills, while Dr. Jeff examined my monitors to check if it was all alright.

"You're gonna be fine. Just remember to take the pills at the right hour, the scheduled one. Your chest will not be stinging anymore when I inject this..." He said while inserting some type of vaccine in my arm, without my knowledge. I shrieked at the contact of it in my skin.

Shit, it hurt bad.

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I woke up with the scary flashbacks of yesterday on my mind. Followed by Shawn's face, laying on my hand, asleep. He looked like an angel. So cute. I made sure no one else was in the room- which I discovered was empty besides Shawn and I- and kissed him on the forehead.

"Goodmornin' Hayls." Oh god, he saw me kissing his forehead. I blushed, I thought he was asleep.

He saw how I had the desire to kiss him again.

"Morning, Mendes." I said, shocked a bit but attempting to act chill.

"Why Mendes?" He asks, as if the term somehow offended him.

"It's your last name, duh." I said, laughing- as so did he.

"But it sounds so serious."

"But it's your last name."

"But call me something else."

"I need ideas." I smirked, feeling special because Shawn wanted me to call him something else.

"Winnie the poo." He said, trying to say he was as sweet as honey or something, I laughed.

"Shawnpoo. I wash my hair with Shawnpoo." I said, laughing at my clever reply.

"Ha-ha-ha." Said Shawn giving a sarcastic laugh, soon blended with a real one.

"I will call you badass boy." I said, smirking. Remembering his melodic cover of 'Badass Girl.'

"I will call you sweetheart."He said.

"I'm not even that sweet." I stated, which was partially true.

He looked at me, astounded. "Yes you are. You are the sweetest and most loving person I know. You put others before yourself. And I love you for that, sweetheart."

Right then, Dr. Jeff came inside. He kicked Shawn out of the room rudely; I was not supposed to have visits whatsoever, no exceptions. Not even my mom. And yet Shawn snuck into my room right at 5am, now it was 7am- my mom had texted Nat about yesterday night, and she texted Shawn. He rebelled only to see me, and take care of me.

Oh, he was such a badass boy.

Although he was a badass boy, I could feel that he had this sweet side of him. An emotional, loving, caring side; which he unlocked the doors of just for me.

I was nuts about this sweet badass boy.

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Alright you guys. Haylee felt so sick again and well Shawn came and took care of her. Ain't that sweet? I updated twice today because I owed you guys a lot actually. I hoped you enjoyed the chapter beautiful.

You guys thanks for all the reads & comments. You guys are really such sweethearts! Go check out my new fanfic 'Tallies' on my profile!

Dedication #1- Sky❤️ Wow baby I love you so much, you mean a lot o me. You are such a great writer. Keep being that amazing, beautiful girl you are.

Dedication #2- @ThAtCaliGiRl13 wow you are seriously such an spontaneous and unique individual. Thanks for supporting me throughout all. You are worth it beautiful. I love you.

Next chapter's dedication goes to someone that comments whether they think Shawn's a badass or a sweetheart. Or both ?¿ You just comment what you think :)

Then again I thank y'all so much. My days are great with you guys, you guys are my sunshines & make me smile so much🌞 Well I love you beautiful. I'm here when you need me.

-Nat❤️

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