hurting

chapter five

diary entry four
he was so cute.
and the fact that he was looking for aerosmith
oh my gosh i'm in love,
nevermind, scratch that, in not in love
i'm in deep like.

do i believe in love at first sight?
that's a question that will never have a real answer.

when i look back at this diary 10 or 20 years into the future will i have an answer?

or when i die and someone finds this will i have had an answer?

it's like that one song
and she will be loveeeed,
well hopefully.

is he gonna talk to me at school tomorrow?
geez, that means i should look cute.

wait. i'm not cute. nobody has ever thought that i'm cute.
goodnight.
these diary entries are probably gonna be getting to the point where it feels like i'm talking.
well whatever. goodnight.