"Mixed Feelings"

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▸"Mixed Feelings"◂
-Riarkle-
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I was sitting on my bay window watching the cars and people outside.

Each one of them was in their own little world, isolated from everyone else's.

In that moment I wished that I could join their isolation, and escape my world.

Because right now, I am doubting it is on my side.

Let me backtrack for you.

Yesterday at Topanga's me, Maya, Lucas, and Farkle were hanging out as usual.

Maya and Lucas were acting extra flirty and it made me happy that my best friend was able to find love.

On the other hand, while they were off in their own little universe, me and Farkle were in our own.

We were bonding over Star Wars, and arguing on the importance of certain allies for the galactic empire.

We were interrupted by Maya and Lucas standing up, telling us they needed to be somewhere.

We nodded, bidding them farewell as we continued talking.

Eventually we started to simmer down and prepared to go back home.

I said bye to Farkle and made my way to the door when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey, let me walk you home."

He requested.

I politely declined, but he insisted so I went along with it.

We continued talking about the familiar trilogy as we walked home side by side.

It started to get windy so Farkle chivalrously offered his jean jacket.

I once again declined, but he insisted once more and I slipped my arms into the jacket.

It smelt like Farkle. Like the beach by the ocean, mixed with the smell of fresh pancakes on a Saturday morning.

It was also warm and unexpectedly soft on the inside.

Halfway through our walk we heard a loud bang in a nearby alleyway and Farkle grabbed my hand.

We stood still and waited to see what was to happen.

Eventually nothing happened and we continued walking, but Farkle didn't drop my hand.

I didn't notice at first, but when I did I smiled to my self intertwining our fingers.

When we got to my house he turned to me and smiled.

I hugged him and thanked him, giving the warm jacket back.

He quickly kissed my forehead and headed off to his building, which was not more than 3 blocks away.

He gave me so many mixed emotions, and here I am sitting on my bay window hopelessly looking out for any sort of distraction.

In the middle of my thoughts I saw a figure climb up to the window.

When I realized it was Farkle I let him in.

I greeted him with a warm smile that he returned as we both awkwardly sat there.

He finally spoke up saying,

"Hey, so yesterday was something."

"Yeah"

I simply replied.

Anyone viewing us at any distance would have mistaken us as a couple.

"Did you like it?"

He asked out of nowhere.

"Like what?"

I replied confused.

"Like Acting the way we did"

He confirmed as I sat there in silence.

I thought about it but then ultimately decided with the cliche answer,

"I don't know"

"It's okay. I just wanted you to know that I did Riles, and I hope you feel the same."

He said, then left leaving me drowned in thought.

I had a lot of thinking to do, and I hope the world is on my side then.

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