Hurt

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--------(Maddie's pov)-------

I spent the night sitting there on my bed doing nothing. I just sat there; not wanting to sleep, not wanting to eat, not wanting to do ANYTHING. It was about 4 am now and I couldn't just sit there anymore so, I finally decided on going to the bathroom. I walked in did my business and, for some unknown reason, I went through the cabinet. I found there was tons of medicine, toothpaste, and toothbrushes in it. I just wanted the pain to go away. I wanted it all to end. so I grabbed a bottle of some kind of pain killers and went to the kitchen to get  bottle of water. Walking back to my room quietly, so I didn't wake anyone up, I sat on my bed and stared at the contents of my hands. I wanted to do It but I also didn't want to do it at the same time. The emotions were to overwhelming that I burst out into tears. I pushed my head into my pillow to muffle my cries and sobbed the night away.

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A little later that morning I was woken up by my sister, Andrea. She looked scared and tired. When I woke up and looked at her the scared expression turned into one of relief. I saw that she was holding the pills in her hand.

"Did you take any?" She asked cautiosly.

I didn't want to talk so I settled for knodding my head no. My face was tear stained and my cheeks were bright red, partly from crying and partly from embarrasment. My sister, to my surprise hugged me then left to put the pills back in the bathroom. I guess she noticed I didn't want to talk. I checked the clock and it was now 7 am. It is Saturday so i don't have to worry about getting ready for school so, i decided to try and get some more sleep.

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