Chapter 4

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Kendall's pov

My head was pounding. I sat up on the bed. Wow another one night stand.

I looked around the room. The mattress I was on, sat on the ground. There was two boxes in the corner of the room. I don't remember anything from last night.

"Oh hey your up." Holy shit.

Kenneth walked into the room.

"Here you go" he handed me a little blue pill and a glass of water. I took the pill.

"Did we?" Please fucking say no.

"No, you just showed up" he stood at the foot of the bed.

"Where am I? I should go." I got up from the bed.

"I got your car from the club, but you don't need to drive it. You live 2 floors up." He pointed up. Are you fucking kidding me?! He lives here?!

"You actually fucking live in this building?"

"Yup" he followed me out of the room. I grabbed my phone, my keys, and my shoes.

"Well see you around Pierce" I walked out of his apartment without saying bye. I walked into the elevator. I held my phone and keys in one hand and heels in the other.

I walked into my home and walked into the livingroom. I put my phone and keys down onto the coffee table.

'What have I been doing with my life? All I do is work and party.' I thought about what soni said a few days ago. I just been so lost. Ever since Kenneth left, now he's back but he's not mine.

I put my hand over my mouth as tears rolled down my cheeks. I hate this. This pain where my heart is.

"Kendall! You forgot your wallet!" Kenneth walked into the livingroom without knocking on my front door with my wallet in his hand.

I quickly wiped my tears away before he saw me crying.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Everything!" I looked up so I could stop the tears from coming down.

"Do you remember what you said last night?" He asked.

"No Kenneth, I don't remember anything last night."

"I'm so sorry" he walked closer.

"Stop saying your sorry!" I yelled.

"How can I stop saying I'm sorry when I'm the reason you're like this?! The entire four years I've thought about you. I've kept tabs on you. You know? What your doing. who your fucking."

"Yea, you're right you are the reason I'm like this."

"Oh fuck it" Kenneth grabbed me by my waist and I felt his lips on mine. I didn't stop him, i didn't want to.

*VERY Inappropriate content ahead!!!***

I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried me upstairs as we made out. What the fuck am I doing? You know what I don't care.

He carried me into my room and threw my onto my bed. He ripped off his shirt as I did the same with mine. He got on top of me and we continued our make out session. He kissed down my neck most likely leaving me hickeys. I quickly grabbed a condom from my night stand and handed it to Kenneth. He slid down his shorts exposing his erection showing through his boxers. It got bigger, omg, a lot bigger. I slid down my underwear. As he put on the condom.

He inserted inside of me without any warning. I gripped on to his hair as he thrusted in and out of me. I scratched down his back. Our moans filled the room.

"I'm gonna cum!"

"Me too"

We both came at the same time. He walked into the bathroom to throw away the condom.

**end of inappropriate content**

Once he came back he laid down next to me. He wrapped his arm around me. I tried to fall asleep.

About five minutes later I couldn't fall asleep.

"Kenneth?" I whispered to see if he was awake.

"Yeah baby?" Oh hes up.

I sat up on the bed while Kenneth laid there.

"What did I say to you last night?" I was curious.

"You said you missed me."

"Pretty sure you didn't miss me so I couldn't do anything about it."

"Kendall, when I told you that I never loved you I didn't mean it. I only told you that so you'd move on faster."

"That didn't break me, it destroyed me."

"I didn't date anyone serious over tour, I only thought about you." I couldn't tell him about Julian, at least not now."

"Promise you won't leave me" I told him.

"I promise to never leave you again, I've always loved you." I leaned in for a kiss.

Omg! I just remembered something.

"Omg! Remember that promise ring you got me when we were teenagers?" I smiled.

"Yeah" I got up from the bed and grabbed Kenneth's hand. I walked him over to my closet. I took out a box I kept in my closet from high school.

I took out the promise ring Kenneth got me. I handed it to Kenneth. He looked at the ring then back at me. He got down onto one knee, OMFG WHATS HAPPENING.

"Kendall pierce, promise me you'll say yes to my actual proposal one day." Omg that's exactly what he said years ago.

"Of course." He got up and put the ring on my finger. He picked me up bridal style to the bed as I laughed.

"Nothing but traditional!" He put me down on the bed then cuddled up next to me.

Let's hope he won't leave me, again.

Authors note:

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