Heart: Under Construction

Let's be selfish together

I don't know what's gotten into me pero when he's about to start the car engine I immediately pull his hand away from the keys.

He looked at me "c-can we stay here for a while" I said unsure.

Ewan ko sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso.

"Okay" he then held my hands. God I missed that.

We sit in comfortable silence before he broke it and ask "Will you wait for me?" The way he looked at me feels home. Hindi nagbago 'yon.

"No" I replied bigla naman napalitan ng sakit yung mga mata n'ya.

But instead of continuing my answer I pulled him for a kiss. I don't think I'm on my right mind but I couldn't care less.

He's married to someone else ans what we are about to do is a sin pero hindi naman n'ya mahal si Laureen, he was forced to marry her.

I can feel he wanted to deepen the kiss so I opened my mouth and then there he was pulling me by my waist. Tasting every inch of my lips. Biting it and twirling his tongue inside mine.

He ripped off my blouse oh God. I knew when I kissed him he won't stop and I have no intentions on stopping either.

We both wanted this long time ago.

I gave him all the right to taste every inch of my body. He stopped when we're both naked and panting "are you-" I kissed him again so he will shut up.

"Let's be selfish together for once please" I said sounding so desperate.

He thrust like he really missed me. He thrust like he really wants me.

He thrust so hard that all I can do is moan his name "Fuck" I cursed under my breath. I'm loving this feeling. He's so good and I think I might be addicted to it.

I might fall for him so hard that letting go will never be an option anymore.

"I love you" he whispered and bit my ear "Wait for me" he asked again.

I nodded, I've always been waiting for him.

"Thank you" I said. He wiped my tears

"Did it hurt?" He asked kasi nga umiiyak ako.

"Three years mo akong pinaghintay, do think it'll not hurt?" I pouted. He leaned in for a kiss.

Binihisan n'ya ako pero habang ginagawa n'ya he fucking suck every part of my skin "I'm not usually like this but I love to tell everyone that you're mine" he said with so much desire. I'm sure isang malaking hickey ako ngayon.

This isn't my first time pero he's really good as in good that you'll crave for more.

"You're also mine so let me" nang matapos n'ya akong bihisan, it's my turn so I did the same. I smirked at my work of art "Done, please hiwalayan mo na agad yung baliw na 'yon"

"Then you should convince Mj to help me, medyo mana sa'yo yung kaibigan mo, stubborn" he joke while I playfully hit his chest.

He pulled me into his embrace "Mahal na mahal kita Babs" oh my God and tagal kong hindi narinig yun.

"Can you call me Babs again pretty please" I requestes while drawing circle in his back kasi yakap yakap n'ya pa rin ako and I can feel his turned-on again.

"If you keep doing that I might- I pushed him and pinned him sa back seat.

"Shall we?" Natawa s'ya pero he nodded.

"Babs, di mo naman ako masyado namiss" he teased.

"Undress me again dami mo pang sinasabi" yeah we're having a wild night I guess.

He grinned but he oblige. And this will be the most memorable night of my life.

We woke up to cars' horns.

Good thing is we manage to dress ourselves after doing it serveral time last night. It felt sore but I love how good he is. Really, sobrang turned-on ako sa kanya. My perveted side is showing but I can't blame myself he's too attractive and hot when he's at it.

"Where's my morning kiss, Babs" tsaka s'ya ngumuso. I chuckled.

"Mamaya na" I teased him he whined like a little kid. "Come on, di ka oa ba quota kagabi?" I smirked.

"I might do it again today don't tease me like that" pagbabanta n'ya.

"I love you" I said then kissed him.

"So where do you want to continue" this time he's the one teasing me. Ugh! And the way he said it, so damn sexy.

"Kailangan mong bisitahin yung asawa mo diba?" From sexy to gloomy face when I said that. I sighed and caress his thigh "Yats... it's okay, I'm fine" I assured him.

Really after all that marriage was a mistake. At tinatama naman n'ya. Mahirap ang sitwasyon namin pero nakapaghintay nga ako ng tatlong taon why not wait for more?

He's worth it.

He's my kind of worth, really.

"Babs I'm really sorry, kung naging matapang lang ako" he's so sorry about it. Ngayon ko narealize na mas nahirapan s'ya.

Biruin n'yo nakulong s'ya sa isang kasal na walang pagmamahalan na puno ng takot.

Dumerecho kami kila Dave para kumbinsihin si Mj. Mj's mad at Elli pero s'ya rin naman nagsabi sa akin na baka nga may rason. At ito na 'yon, we're telling them the truth.

"Belle, are you sure you want this?" She asked me, I nodded. She sighed.

"Elli umayos ka ha, I'm going to help you once, kapag nagpakasala ka ulit other than this girl right here" sabi n'ya sabay turo sa akin

"Alam nyong si Isabelle lang ang gusto kong pakasalan" this is the first time he said that. We never really talked about it before siguro kasi nagsisimula lang kami noon and we never really had a chance na magkasama ng mas matagal.

"Babe, hindi ba halatang mahal nila ang isa't-isa?" Biglang tanong ni Dave. Kumunot naman ang noo ni Mj.

"Itong si Isabelle oo, halos mabaliw 'yan kakaisio kung saan s'ya nagkulang nun umalis tong mokong na to"

"I mean, tignan mo" tinuro n'ya yung leeg namin. Bigla naman akong namula omg, I nearly forgot!

"What the?!" Iyan nalang nasabi ni Mj.

Tawa naman ng tawa si Dave.

Kami ni Elli sobrang pula na sa hiya.

"Mukhang masusundan si Bellamy" Dave joked.

//hahahahaha rated spg ba? Di naman diba?//