Some people may not know the real me unless you ask whats on my mind. I may be quiet but I have so much on my mind. And there's always a reason behind that. Its all about the changes in me.
I do have cerebral palsy. A group of developmental disabilities caused by damage to one or more specific areas of the brain and usually occurs during fetal development or infancy. There are 3 types of Cerebral palsy caused by brain damage spastic Cerebral palsy, Athethoid Cerebral palsy and Ataxic Cerebral palsy.
In spastic cerebral, muscle continually contract, making limb stiff, rigid and resistant to reflexing or relaxing. Reflexes can be exaggerated while movements tend to be jerky and awkward. The tounge, mouth and pharynx can be affected, as well on impairing speech, eating, breathing, and swalling.
And in my case I have Spastic type of cerebral palsy. Spastic Cerebral have stiff and jerky movements as well as one or more tight muscle groups which limit movement. Have a hard time holding and letting go of objects. It is often classified by severity level as mild, moderate, severe or no CP. I have mild Cerebral palsy which means I can move without assistance and my daily activities are not limited. Taking my first step is not easy for me, just like in holding an objects.
Ang paglalakad ko pa nun ay nakatingkayad pa daw. Mahigit isang taon ng una akong naglakad. Nang mejo ok, tinatakot pa daw nila ako na pipit-pitin ang mga paa ko para ilapat lamang ang mga paa ko pero wala pa din.
Hanggang sa makita ko daw ang kapatid kong naglalakad, di nagtagal ay ginaya ko na ang paraan ng paglakad nya. Yun ang kaunaunahang pagkakataon na makita nila maayos ang lakad ko.
Kinailangan pa din nilang lagyan ng garter ang tsinelas ko dahil naaalis ito sa mga paa. Kaya tuwing aalis kami ay nakasapatos ako para lang hindi ito matanggal sa mga paa ko. Hanggang sa napapansin kong habang tumatanda ako ay naiiwan naman ng laki ang kanan kong paa. Dahilan ng paghindalay ko tuwing naglalakad.
That's the reason why other people judge me, they judge me as what they can see on their eyes. Others say that they are being curious but their become judgemental at the end.
Sometimes curiosity leads us to hurt the feelings of other people. “Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.” Thats why I need to know first myself, in order for me to help the others and to understand their reasons. It's a continuous process. And I need to discover why GOD gave me this condition, in order to have faith in HIM. Because in life, it becomes too hard when we stop believing in God and the best way to prepare for life is to begin to live. As time goes on, we will understand.
“time solves most things and what time can't solve, we will learn to solve ourself.”
“We cannot make it without GOD IN OUR LIFE”.
“GOD has already written my book, I just have to keep reading” “HE has greater things in mind for us. When HE closes a chapter that means it's only the beginning of a new chapter.” And now my story begins.
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maraming salamat po sa mga nagbabasa.... sana po magustuhan nyo ang song na relate sa nararamdaman ko.
kung may katanungan man po kayo, just leave a comment or i- message nyo po ako.
At para mas maunawaan nyo po ang Cerebral Palsy condition just visit this site. www.about -cerebral-palsy.org
maraming salamat po ulit.
