"You take the first step in faith and GOD will take you by the hand and lead the way."
"Don't be ashamed to be different, be proud that GOD made you like no one else."
Sometimes I wonder, why did this things happened to me? I never asked my parents about my condition.
Marami na ang nagbago, na gusto kong mangyari ngayon, ang makahawak ako ng isang bagay kahit na ilang segundo lang para ma experience naman ng kanan kong kamay. Nang malaman nila ang condition ko ay nagsimula na ang mahabang gamutan ko.nagbabakasakaling magamit ko pa ang mga kamay ko ngunit hanggang ngayon ay bigo pa rin kami. Kung saan-saan na rin ako ipinagamot, sa doctors at maging sa mga faith healers pero hanggang ngayon ay ganito pa din. Bilang isang bata nagtataka ako sa mga nakikita kong katulad ko ding bata na parehas nilang nagagamit ang mga kamay. Hindi ko naman matanong ang mga magulang ko kung bakit. Dahil bata pa ako ay nag eenjoy lang akong maglaro, pero kapag tinutukso na ako ng kapwa ko bata ay umiiyak na lang ako na hindi nila alam. Maging mga magulang ko ay hindi alam ang tungkol dito.
Ang daming katanungan ang tumatakbo sa isip ko, Bakit ako kakaiba? Bakit hindi ko magamit ang kamay na ito? Bakit ako nagkaganito, may kasalanan ba ako kaya ako ganito ngayon? Lahat ng mga tanong ay "BAKIT"
Many questions that I can't answered right now. But recently when I read this verse from the bible somehow it enlightened my perception in life, "MARK 9:43 And if your hand is a cause of trouble to you, let it be cut off; it is better for you to go into life with one hand than to have two hands and go to hell, into the eternal fire." Now I can say "I may not be perfect in your eyes, but I am sure in the eyes of GOD I'm perfect." I know that having one hand is not perfect in the eyes of the people cause they will always judge and speak bad things about me that will hurt my feelings. But I know GOD won't give me anything I can't handle".
"Don't let your ears hears what your eyes didn't see and don't let your mouth say what your heart doesn't feel." Sometimes I have done things I am not proud of, and tend to hurt them as well, it must be changed because i'm sure, I hurt their feeling also. Now I make sure that to think first before I speak.
"Remember, no matter what you face in life, don't let go of GOD's hand. It's not about what HE gives to you, it's about how you handle what HE gives to you." Even I have one hand right now I know GOD has a bigger plan for me than to have for myself.
"You may not always understand why GOD allows a certain things to happen but you can be certain that GOD is not making any mistakes."
"Being disabled should not mean being disqualified from having access to every aspect to life"--- EMMA THOMPSON
