Matthew Murdock knew how to lie, he knew how to lie to everyone, except you. He couldn't stand himself if he were to lie to you. It would pain him, in the deepest way imaginable. He obviously loved Foggy, and Karen, but he loved them in a family way, he loved you in a different way.
You were innocent, that was one of the things Matthew fell in love with. Matthew protected your innocence no matter what it took, he didn't care if he got hurt whilst doing it, he just wanted one person in Hell's Kitchen to be innocent, to have that happiness shine in their eyes when they saw something. Matthew didn't want that innocence to die, he cared about it to much.
Maybe he did fall in love with your innocence before he fell in love with you, maybe he didn't. He didn't know, but he also didn't care, because if he was in love with you and you were in love with him, he was going to wake up beside you the next morning. He would be able to kiss your neck as you woke, he would be able to catch your scent so that he knows your coming home, he would be able to listen to your heartbeat when it all got to much for him.
You were his muse, you were the reason he kept on doing what he did. He became daredevil to keep people safe, but he also kept doing it to keep your innocence alive. The way you smiled at something kept him happy even if he couldn't see your smile, he could hear the crinkling of your skin, and the way your heart would calm. He adored the way you would squeal when you found something you loved, or something that kept you happy when everything else couldn't.
Matthew Murdock didn't know how to live without you. He didn't know how to keep himself calm if he couldn't hear your heartbeat. He didn't know what he would be waiting for if you weren't coming home to him. You were the main thing that kept him happy, that kept him /sane/. He would go insane if you weren't around, he would fall apart if you were gone.
Even when you were gone for a couple of hours, it terrified him. He would sit on his roof, and listen for you. He would listen for your heartbeat, for your footsteps, for the way that you would laugh, and talk. Once he heard it, he would calm, and only listen to that, he would listen as it got closer to him, and right when it was only around a minute away, he would race down into yours and his apartment, and wait for you to get home, and when he got home, he would press your lips to yours in a desperate kiss that kept him sane and happy.
He was doing that right about now. "Matt, Matty, darling. What is it?" You asked. "I just missed you, I like it when your with me and when I can hold you." He said, pressing his lips to yours again. You chuckled, and buried your head in his neck, kissing his skin. "Matthew, I'm safe when I go out." You said. "Not here. Not anywhere." He said simply cupping your neck in his hands.
You smiled, and unbuttoned the top of his shirt, and took off his tie so you would kiss his collarbone. That was his weak spot. He turned into jelly in your hands when you kissed his collarbone. You pecked it softly, "I'm heading to bed." You smiled. "I'm gonna go get changed." You said. "Can I watch?" He asked. He didn't say in a suggesting tone, he said it curiously. "Watch? How would you watch?" You asked. "I can hear it when you unclasp your bra, and when it falls off your shoulders, and when you wiggle out of your underwear and jeans." He said, running his finger over your breast.
"Alright." You said walking into the bedroom. He tilted his head to the side as you pulled off your shirt, and then reached behind and unclasped your bra, it dropping to the floor, he let out a gentle moan as you unclipped it, you unbuttoned your pants, and wiggled them off your body, he let out a much louder moan as you did so, and then you pulled off your lace undergarments, and that was the last step for him, as he let out a groan that could only sound as though he was jacking off.
His hand dropped to his crotch, as he slowly palmed himself, looking at you, well as much as he could look at you. His body shook, as you walked forward, and kissed his neck, he felt your breasts against his button up shirt, and he reached out to run his finger over a nipple. He leant down, and took a nipple into his mouth, and he breathed out as he began to gently suck. You pulled away, and laughed as he groaned. "Oh come on, princess." He said. "Go take a shower, I'm going to get dressed." You said.
He groaned but obeyed as he walked off, when he was done, he walked in and laid down beside you, tucking you into his side. You draped a leg over him, and he sighed. "I love you, baby." He said. "I love you to, Matthew." You replied, leaning up and pecking his lips.
note | damn sorry this one shot is so short !! im so sorry !! i dont really have a lot of time right now, so im really sorry for the really short one shot !! anyways, have a good day friends. also two one shots in one day !! and maybe even three if i publish another one !!
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