Chapter 5

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A/N: some serious shit is gonna go down in here.. and by serious I mean coming out ;)
(not proof read)

                           *Ross's POV*

     I woke up the next morning to an annoying alarm. "Ughhhh!!" Then I realized that I got to hang out with Brendon today!!! I was so excited, I know I just met him and everything but he's super sweet and cute.
     I got up took and shower, brushed my teeth and blah blah blah! I needed to get a CUTE outfit to impress Brendon. Sooo I chose this:

      I thought the outfit was pretty cute and I had high hopes for this day

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      I thought the outfit was pretty cute and I had high hopes for this day. My birthday was tomorrow too!! I ran downstairs but I got to the third step I forgot that my scars were visible so I decided to wear a cute, chunky rubber bracelet.

     Once I decided that I looked

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     Once I decided that I looked.. decent, I ran downstairs. Frank was in the kitchen as I was going to get a water bottle. He stared at me then winked and smirked. "Well, you're lookin cute today." I bit my lip and looked down, "Thanks." I replied. "ROSS, YOU READY FOR YOUR FIRST DAY?!? MEET ME AT THE CAR!" "KAY, DAD!" I just looked at Frank and he moved closer to me. "Ross, I um.. never mind. I'll tell you when you get back." He smiled at me uneasily. "Um ok, Frank. I'll see you later." I walked away quickly. What was that supposed to mean?!? Okay, Ross, don't stress over it. You're gonna see Brendon and his friends today and have a good day..
     I got to the car and Dad was in looking pretty anxious. "You alright? You look like you saw a ghost." He laughed and I smiled weakly. "Yeah I'm just kind of nervous." "Don't be, sweets, you'll be fine. You already have some new friends right?" He looked at me encouragingly. "Uh yeah, Dad. Today is gonna be fine!" I hope..

               *time skip to the school*

     "ROSS! OVER HERE!" I heard a familiar voice shout. I turned once I exited the car I turned to see Brendon with three other guys. They looked cool. I ran over to them and Brendon wrapped me up in a hug. "Hey, Princess! So this is Spencer, Jon, and of course, Ryan!" I looked at Ryan gave me a dirty look and I just smiled with a confused look on my face. "So does Brendon have a giiiiiirrrrllfriend?!?" Jo- I mean Spencer said. Brendon just gave Spencer I serious look and by this point I had no idea what was going on so I had to ask Brendon what was up. I planned on asking him during lunch.

                    *time skip to lunch*

     I sat at a table with Brendon, Ryan, Spencer, and Jon. By now I found out that Jon is REALLY funny, Spencer is honestly adorable and sweet, and Ryan.. let's just say he doesn't like me too much. "Hey Prince," I gave him a sweet smile. "Yeah?" He looked at me sweetly. "Can I talk to you in the hall?" "Uh, sure."
     We walked into the hall and I had my questions ready. "Um, remember when Spencer said that.. thing this morning, and you gave him a look? What was that about?" Bren looked at me for 3 hours. Sorry it just felt like it, maybe like 15 seconds. "Ross, I didn't want to tell you this cause I was scared but I'm.. gay for Ryan..." My eyes filled with tears, threatening to fall but I held them in. "Hey, im completely fine with that... Prince." I said Prince quietly. "Hey hey hey, don't cry. I'm sure there plenty of guys out there who'd want to date a girl as beautiful as you." I smiled. A couple tears fell. "My only question is, why'd you call me hot?" "I didn't want you to think I had a boyfriend. I kept telling myself that you were hot to convince you that I was normal." I felt horrible after what he just said. "Brendon, you could be dating a pig for all I care, I will always accept you, okay?" Brendon wrapped me up in a huge hug after I said that. I tried to hide the fact that I was so broken when I found out he didn't like me but I wanted him to be happy. "Let's go to lunch ok?" "Uh actually I have a headache and I'm gonna go to the nurse." I was trying so hard to hold in my tears. "Oh ok, I hope you feel better... Princess." He has an unsure smile on his face and I nodded as if I was saying "Sure Brendon, play with my heart!"
     After Brendon walked back into the cafeteria I ran to the bathroom with tears streaming down my face. I went into a stall, pulled out my phone and called Dad. I couldn't handle being in here. I wanted to cut so bad but I'm really trying to keep my promise. Pick up, pick up, pick up!! "Ross? Why are you calling, Sweets?" Thank god he picked up! "Dad, I-I need y-you to pick m-me up. I-I, just please." I cried into the phone. "Ross, don't worry, I'm on my way. Don't do anything you'll regret okay?" "Yeah, Dad."
     Dad picked me up within the next 10min. I was so glad I didn't have to be at school. "Ross, what happened?" I got in the car and waited for him to enter the care as well. "Dad, he doesn't l-like me." I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. "Ross, I know it hurts but you have to breathe ok? Please Ross, breathe for me." I took in big gulps of air and Dad stared the car. We got to the house faster than I expected.
     When I walked in I had my head down and tears were still on my cheeks. All the guys were in the living room and rushed over to me when they saw my tears. "What happened?" They all looked so concerned. "I'm fine, I'm just gonna go to my roo-" "Ross, maybe you should stay down here and help me make dinner." Frank cut in. I was confused but then I remembered that he wanted to talk to me. "Oh ok."
     Dad, Mikey, and Ray all went back into the living room, they all gave me a hug and smiled. "You'll be ok, Ross." Ray smiled and I smiled back. It might have been a forced smile but he believed it. While me and Frank went into the kitchen I rush of nervousness washed over me. Why does he wanna talk? "So, Ross, I just wanted to um, get something off my chest." At this point I was about to die of anxiousness. "Ross, I um have feelings for you?" I can't say that I'm mad about that cause Frank is sweet and funny and hot of course but, I'm 15! Only till tomorrow though so it won't be as bad.. I hope.

A/N: soooo I lot of things happened. Even MY head is spinning. Basically Ryan and Bren are dating and that's why Ryan didn't like Ross because he was nervous that she would steal Bren away from him. In the next chapter Ryan will warm up to Ross.
Also, I SHIP FRANK AND ROSS!!!

Anyways, hope you enjoyed, stay safe xxx

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