Dr. X: Broken Souls Intertwined

Part sixteen

We finished the session without any problems, surprisingly. Thank God he didn't catch me on his computer. Sucks though because I didn't get the chance to look her up! I went back to my room to think of how I can break in his office while he's gone for the night.
"The internet? Seriously?" A voice said.
I wasn't even surprised this time since all she's good for was appearing and disappearing like some scared hoe that talks shit but can't back it up.
"What do you want?" I scoffed.
"You're weak. You run to the internet to solve your problems? I don't understand how you haven't seen the answer by now!" She said.
"Listen here bitch, how the fuck can I find my answers when I can't even get you to tell me your bloody name!" I barked.
"Do you wanna know how to find your answer or not?"
    Unbelievable. She ignores that question all the time. She says she's helping me find the answers I need to get out of here, yet she can't answer one simple question. What's her name? Who is she exactly? Why do I keep listening her? I'm not sure if I should continue to trust her.
"Tell me! If you can't specifically tell me how, then just piss off forever! I've got nothing accomplished with your so called help!" I snarled.
"Dr. X is the reason for all of this! He's making you go crazy. He even put his hands on you! It all started with him, it has to end with him!" She said.
"What do you mean it has to end with him?" I asked.
"The answers you're looking for is within him! Not the internet."
My rebuttal was, "So, how do I get them out of him if I can't trigger him? Any answers for that dumbass?"
"Don't be a smartass but yes I do have an answer for that. You have to bleed it out of him."
"The fuck? I don't follow you." I was nonplussed. 
"He's the root of all your misfortunes. Kill him! If he's dead, you'll get a new doctor and eventually they'll let you go home!" She spoke with a sinister tone of voice.
"What? No! That won't help anything! I'm not going to kill him." I refused.
"Aww, you really think he loves you? How naive could you be? He loves no one!"
"He loved Robi!" I snapped back.
"If that were true, she'd still be alive. Oops. I've said too much, haven't I?" She said and vanished once again.
    Ugh! What am I missing here? I thought about everything that she said. He has caused me so much damage than good lately. What was she implying about Robi? He obviously has something to do with her death. If he killed her, his own death could be vengeful.
    How could I kill him? I've never thought about murder ever! Is it even worth the risk? If I get caught, I'd be thrown under the fucking hospital or maybe even prison. This place has fucked with my mind so much I don't even care at this point if I'm in jail. At least I'll have some sort of sanity back.
"Aye mysterious girl!" I called for her.
I only received silence in return.
Shortly after hanging my head in despair, I finally got another visit from her!
"You down with the plan or not?" She asked.
"Knife or bare hands?" I grinned.