Dr. X: Broken Souls Intertwined

Part fourteen

Today we had individual sessions with Dr. X. I was trying to come up with a great reason to not attend. As I was pacing back and forth I stepped on one of those tops that go on needles. What the hell? I thought. The longer I stared at it, the more recollection I got about what transpired last night. Ugh! That fucking bitch! She lied to me! I was supposed to get out of this shit shack but nope. Here I am trying to get out of this session.
I held the needle top in my hand and squeezed it hard. "Ugh!" I grunted and threw down the top.
"Nona, get yourself together. You'll be seeing Dr. X shortly." A nurse said.
Oh, fuck me! There's no getting out of this! I thought as I left my room to get ready.
"Dr. Yes, Nona is ready to go." The nurse knocked on his door. Oh bloody hell. Here we go.
"Alright, bring her in." Dr. X said.
I walked in there reeking of anxiety and fear.
"Let's look back at your notes and see what we have accomplished and what we still need to work on." He said while searching for his notes.
"Speak for yourself." I said under my breath.
"Excuse me?" He asked.
"So, we not gonna talk about you going bat shit crazy?"
"I'm sorry Nona. That wasn't me. I'm never like that. Please forgive me!" He pleaded.
"You are a fucking joke. I can't believe I starting falling for your ass." I shook my leg. Whenever I feel mad uncomfortable, my leg begins to shake.
He kept saying sorry but I tuned him out and suddenly my eyes got locked with his and they were pulling me in like some sort of signal.
"Have you been crying?" I asked.
Whoa! His eyes were like this a few months back. I remember specifically because that's the day I started to fight my depression and I made that list of things I wanted to love about myself.
"No I haven't. I just didn't get--"
"Enough sleep. Yeah, I know." I finished his sentence.
"I find it cute that you know me so well." He smiled.
"I don't know a Goddamn thing!" I lashed out.
I then remembered the conversation I had with Tank. Perfect! I can confront him now.
"Did you tell Tank we fucked?"
His eyebrows were raised in confusion. "No."
"Well, then how do you explain how he knows about that?" I asked.
"I don't know! Why would I risk my job by telling a single soul?"
Still not convinced I had an even better question.
"What really happened to Robi?"
The room started to shake and so did he. It was like he was having a seizure. Blood was oozing from the walls and plop! Some of it fell on face. I looked up and saw blood dripping from the ceiling. He was on the floor twitching as if he was encountering the most powerful orgasm known to man! The room was getting filled with blood by the second and the walls were closing in on us. What the fuck have I done? Shit! I tried to open the door but it wouldn't budge.
"Someone help!" I screamed and cried out!
I heard voices on the other side of the door. As they opened the door I yanked it quicker and bolted out of there. Something was very off though. The hospital was pitch black! I couldn't see a thing. I kept running anyway due to my fear and adrenaline kicking in. At the end of the hallway there was a fairly lit door and of course that was my target. I ran faster and faster and I fell in complete nothingness. It's like when your body plunges to the ground when you're jumping out an airplane. Its as if I fell into a black hole.
"Nona, get yourself together. You'll be seeing Dr. X shortly." I heard a nurse say once again.
What? I was back in my room.