Forever is a Lie

Chapter 29

Holly's pov

If i can't get Charlie away from Carson then I'm going to have to take her away completely

I conclude finally as I finish my plan, miss perfect isn't going to have everything anymore. When charlie realizes that she's not right for him anymore he'll realize that I was the perfect girl from him and if it takes Carson getting out of the picture then that's what it takes.

Charlie. Will. Be. Mine.

Carson's pov

"Crap crap crap "

I get up tossing my comforter on my floor as I run into my closet changing into a pair of black leggings and a tanktop I put  loose fitting hoodie. I put my hair in a high ponytail grabbing my phone off the charger and my charging cable along with my backpack. I run downstairs not seeing my brother anywhere and I groan grabbing my sandals from in front of the door slipping them on before running out the door. I unlock my car and I get in tossing my bag in the passenger seat turning my car on getting blasted with cold air and i wince as I turn off the A/C before starting to drive.

I drive as fast as I can without getting pulled over by a cop, I can't believe I overslept I haven't done that in years. I shake my head focusing on getting to school on time. I see the four way intersection and I smile, the four way intersection means that I'm almost at school. The light on my end turns red and I hit my brakes gently and I don't stop, I tilt my head to the side slamming down my breaks and I still don't stop.

"Oh fuck no no no "

I keep trying to him my breaks my body is thrown to the side by a car slamming into my car i hear the  complete chaos as  I try and fight to stay awake but the darkness engulfs me

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Carson's pov

My eyes flutter open seeing the blinding white light, I wince at the sudden light. I blink a few times trying to get used to the light

"Carson? Oh my god Carson!"

I feel arms wrap around me and I turn seeing Charlie. His arms tighten around me slightly but not enough to hurt me, I focus on his face and I can see the puffiness of his eyes and the tear stains on his cheek and guilt runs through my body quickly.

"I thought you were dead car, the doctor's tried for hours to get you awake again "

The guilt that takes over me becomes too much and I start crying . 

He hugs me and I rest my head on his shoulder as the door busts open and my brothers walk in one by one holding flowers and balloons

"Carson? You're awake!"

Grayson says walking over to me, Charlie takes a step back so my brothers can hug me.

"We thought you were dead, we were going to go on a killing spree "

Tyler says sitting on the end of the bed and Grayson sitting next to me and Kyle sits in the chair on the other side of the bed.

I lean back against the pillow looking at my arms seeing the needles slightly sneaking out of my arm and the wires hooked up to whatever monitors are around my room. I wince feeling the pain of the crash, the pain meds starting to wear off.

"Oh shit Car do you need anything?"

Grayson says looking at me and I shrug resting my head on his shoulder and he smiles lightly wrapping his arm around my shoulder gently

"Tired ? "

I nod and he slightly moves me to the other side of the bed getting up, my brothers stand up as well and I give them a confused look.

"We're gonna let you rest for a while, we're gonna go pack a bag with clothes and stuff for you along with taking a shower "

They laugh and I nod watching as they walk out and I rest my head against the pillow letting myself succumb to the sleepiness that is washing over me.

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"So she's going to be okay?"

My eyes flutter open and i yawn gently looking up and i see Logan standing there and my eyes widen. He's talking to one of the nurses nodding along to whatever she's saying I can't really hear what they're saying because she's talking softly. He turns to look at me and he see's me awake and walks over to me grabbing my hand lightly

"Car you're okay"

He says squeezing it gently looping our fingers together and he smiles and I look at him taking my hand away from him setting it to my side as I try and sit up a bit.

"What are you doing here Logan ?"

He looks at me i watch him take a deep breath

"Carson I thought you died, and i- i wanted to make sure you were okay"

He looks down at his hands as he folds them and I watch him and I reach over taking his hand gently

"Thank you logan, i appreciate it "

He nods before he stands up still holding my hand. He squeezes my hand gently and I look at him confused

"There's also another reason why I'm here "

I tilt my head slightly still confused as he takes another deep breath before he looks into my eyes bending down on one knee and my eyes widen

"Carson, i know we've had a rocky past and everything is really crappy right now but this accident has shown me that I can't live without you and if you'd please be my girlfriend and maybe one day more "

I take my hand away quickly shaking my head

"No Logan i can't "
He sighs getting up i could see his heartbreaking even if he wasn't looking at me.

"It's because of him isn't it?"

I nod and he looks up at me his heartbreaking in his eyes and I wish i wasn't me making him feel like this

"Do you love him?"

I nod and he sighs taking my hand kissing it gently

"I hope he knows that, I hope he knows not to make the same mistakes that I did because I lost the best thing to ever happen to me and I have to live with that.. Goodbye Carson"

He says before letting go of my hand and walking out of the room and I feel the wet tears fall from my eyes to my cheeks staining them for the time being. There is nothing i wish more than to tell Logan that i will be his girlfriend but I can't.

If this was a year ago and he told me he wanted to be my boyfriend I would've jumped for joy and kissed him but this isn't a year ago.

And everything has changed.

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HOLY SHIT that drama haha so i have one more chapter left. What do you think is gonna happen haha. I hope you like it have a good morning/afternoon/night and I'll see you next time i love you all and goodbye