Cursed Dragon | Jon Snow

4.

Jon PoV

I was on my way to go see Naella. The last time I spoke to her was when I shot Manse. I felt so ashamed of my self that I couldn't bring myself to face her. I was walking up the stairs when I heard shouting coming from her room. I barged in to see Naella holding Stannis with a spear at his heart, up against the wall and Melissandra just behind Naella. I was highly confused at what i was looking at, that i ended up just standing and staring at them for a few seconds. I looked from Stannis to Naella to Melisandra and back to Naella. 

"What is going on?" Directing my question to Naella but its the red women who replies

"She just attacked him! We haven't done a thing!" 

I looked to Naella and noticed that she hasn't looked away from Stannis. She was so angry it was as if i could see fire in her eyes. I slowly made my way to Naella fully aware of how good she is with that spear, before placing my hand gently on hers. This made Naella look at me with her hate filled eyes, but they changed back to normal when she realised it was me. 

"Naella, put the spear down... Please." I pleaded with her but she didn't budge her spear. "Please Naella." 

She looked at me for a few seconds before lowering her spear, but she still looked like she would kill Stannis in a heartbeat.

"He is one of them... A Baratheon..." She snarled, almost beast like. "His kind killed Rhaegar and all the other Targaryens."

"Not all of them, your here aren't you." he smirk causing her to dart forward.

I managed to catch her in time before she impaled him but it took all my strength to stop her. Well at least one of my questions have been answer, she wants to kill Stannis because Robert killed Rhaegar. 

"Why are you here anyway?" I turned to Stannis and the red women with Naella still fighting my grip.

"The Lord of Light is the one who brought her back and Stannis is the prince that was promise, therefore she was brought back to fight for him. Her and her dragons." Melissandra said in a calm tone. 

"Me fight for you! I would rather kill myself." Her voice sounded like a monsters instead of her own. 

"You have too child, it is you fate..." I picked up anger in her voice but she seemed to maintain the calm composure.

"No, my fate was to die in that lake and I did. Now I have no fate." 

I looked down to Naella. They have to go, if they stay I won't be able to stop her she's too angry. "I think you should leave." 

Stannis looks away from Naella, now giving me a death glare. "Very well Lord Commander, but if i may give you some advice," He looks back to Naella "Kill the monster you hold before even you can't control her anymore." 

In that instant I felt as if i could kill him for saying that, but Naella stopped fighting causing me to look back down to her. Heartbreak. Thats the only way i could describe her face. Stannis and Melissandra made their way out closing the door after them, leaving Naella and I alone.

I didn't know what to say or do, what he said just kept swimming around my head. Naella stayed in my arms for a few more seconds before pushing me off. She looked down to her feet and sighed. I reached out to touch her but she turned around and walked to her dragons before i could. Just as i did before. 

"I can't be here anymore..." 

She began to pack her things into a small bag, "Wait no Naella..."

"Jon! I can't be here anymore!" She screamed causing me to flinch. 

She got all of her things together before picking up her dragons and walking out the door. I stood there frozen in shock. No, I don't want her to leave. I ran out through the door, down to where she was already standing in front of the gate. 

"Naella, please. Your not thinking straight." 

"Jon, I have 2 dragons growing quickly. Do you think i can keep them here?"

She had a point, but it seems that she was using the dragons as an excuse. She walked up to me and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek before turning around, disappearing into the white haze. 

"Please... come ...back..."

Naella Pov

I couldn't stay. The way Stannis said that while looking at Jon, yes it hurt but i felt as if i was putting Jon in danger. Me leaving will be best. I hope.

I walked through the snow, already knowing where i am going. My dragons flew above me playing, probably thinking we are going hunting which i guess in a way is true.

Time skip 

It has been a month since i left Castle Black, since i last saw Jon. I missed him which surprised me to be honest. 

Zerrin and Arian have grown a lot, as if being able to fly around freely has accelerated their growth. Like their eggs, on the tip of each of their black scales are the colours of their eyes. Gold for Zerrin and silver for Arian. I sat on the wall, my feet hanging off the edge as i watched them fly  through the sky playing with one another. 

I chuckled before i called them down with a long high pitched whistle. I started to train them when I got back to the Shadow tower. When i whistle they would either land or take off and two short whistles commands them to breathe fire. The both landed on either side of me, lowering the heads so i could stroke them. We sat  like this for a few minutes when Zerrin lifted his head and turned to look at something. I looked in the same direction to try figure out what it might be, when i saw a raven flying towards the tower. 

By the time i got down, the raven was already there sitting happily. I stroked the creatures head before taking the letter from its foot. It had castle blacks emblem on it. I wonder how they figured out i was here? Maybe they saw Zerrin or Arian. I slowly broke the seal. 

What I felt next was complete and utter terror. I kept reading those words over and over, hoping that i read it wrong. This can't be true.

"Lord Commander, Jon Snow is dead." 

I started to see spots in my vision, but shook it off. I am not passing out. I called Zerrin to me, I climbed on his back and flew back to Castle Black hoping that this was a lie.

He can't be dead.

I left to protect him.

I let him die.

Jon.

Please, don't go.