UNCONDITIONAL

EIGHTEEN

'Hi baby'

'Di'

I swear Diana chooses the worst times to pop up. I am trying to deal with the fact that I broke up with a girl I love. It has been two weeks since I broke it off with Khanyi and I ask myself every hour if I made the right decision. I mean I made it out of fear.

'What's wrong?'

'Nothing... sorry Diana but why are you here?'

'Just came to check on you,heard you have been walking around looking miserable. What is wrong?'

'My life does not concern you. I'd appreciate it if you left. Don't let the door knob hit you where the good Lord split you'

She gasps shocked at my words but right now I could careless. I miss Khanyi and her beautiful kids. I hate that she refused us to be friends. She's really being inconsiderate right now. I go back to bed but as soon as my head hits the pillow someone rings my doorbell.

'Can't even get some peace and quiet in my own damn house!!'

I drag my feet downstairs. Checking the kitchen and living area to confirm that Diana left and to my surprise she did. I know how stubborn she can be. Pissed at being disturb,again,I roughly open my front door. To a beautiful surprise.

'Khanyi?'

I pull her into a hug and she doesn't protest. She wraps her arms around my waist as I feel her inhale my scent. She always said she loved my scent. How I have missed this girl. We stand there in each others arms like we haven't seen each other in years . I think she came back to her senses because she pushed me away and handed me a gym bag I left at her house.

'I came here to give you this'

She looks up at me and I realise that she's been crying. Crying not just now but for days.I hate seeing her like this and knowing I am the cause of all her tears. I take the bag and throw it aside,pulling her into my chest. I wipe away her tears and look at her. Just as our lips are about to connect. There's that voice I have come to hate.

'Baby the bed is cold without you. Come back so we can finish what we started'

'Diana!'

Diana walks up to us only in her undergarments. With her hair messed up like we really were doing something. Khanyi quickly let's go of me and heads back to her car. I want to stop her but how do I explain this to her while I don't even understand what is happening. I mean I made sure to check the house for her.

I am starting to hate why I ever hooked up with this girl. Why are the beautiful one's always the psycho ones. I turn around and grabbed her by her arm. Pushed her out of the house and went upstairs to look for her clothes which I found beside my bed. I threw them out the door and locked it. Why is it self inflicted heartbreak hurts the most.