Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face…
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I got into the nearest taxi and told him to go to our house. “RYE!” I heard Niall shout before the engine started and I took off. My head was filled with memories, the worst one was the one of Niall kissing Amelia. I felt tears running down my cheeks, my heart hurt, like it was being torn apart in millions of pieces. Niall called me and I answered, he tried to say he is sorry “Leave me alone! I hate you!” I yelled and put the phone down as more tears came. I didn’t really wanted to say that, I loved him, loved him more than anything, but he probably didn’t since he snogged Amelia.
I looked out the window at the stars. I could smell the smoke that came from the driver’s cigarette, I watched the sky, it was slowly clouding, then it started to rain. I burst into tears again, what happened hurt too much.
“Are you ok, kid?” I heard the driver say.
“No, I’m not. Everything is going wrong.” I said as some more tears came out of my eyes.
“What happened?” the man asked and turned the radio down. “I just caught my boyfriend….cheating.” I said, the last word making my voice crack. I never thought Niall was this kind of two faced guy, but he is.
“Kid, you know what they say… Love hurts, but that is what makes it stronger. Maybe he did a mistake, but maybe he is feeling sorry right now. You would forgive him.” The driver said.
“I love him, so much.” I whispered and then me and then I fell silent.
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If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today…
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Minutes passed and the only thing I could hear was the radio playing awful songs. I sighed and looked out the window, at the stars again. It was nearly September and everything outside looked so cold and dead.
“AHHH!” I heard the driver yell and immediately looked to see what was wrong, he had dropped his third cigarette onto his jeans, and there it was. A moment of inattention and the car slowed down; I looked into the passenger’s mirror, a blinding light being reflected on it. It was a car! And it was close, too close to us, our lights were off and it didn’t see the taxi. Then I heard a loud crash and then I felt was the car being thrown into the air, I was screaming as I was tossed around, my arm hurting. I closed my eyes, I could hear the driver yelling as well. I was scared, images of my parents came into my head as well as images of Liam, Louis, Zayn, Eliza & Lilly, my two best friends and Harry, my caring and loving brother that was always there for me.
