you never walk alone | pjm

Chapter / 17

Dear Diary,
It's been a few days since Jimin posted his tweet. There's been mixed opinions, I guess. Some people want us together - saying that we deserve to be happy - and some people think that I'm stealing Jimin away from them.

I don't know what to think. He says it'll all cool down soon, but when is soon? I can't handle stress very well, and right now, I'm hella stressed. Don't get me wrong, I love being with Jimin. He's amazing and funny and caring and protective and all the rest of it, but he's always away, and I never get to see him properly. Whenever we try to go on a 'proper date', we're followed around by paparazzi, and we can't stay smooshed up in my house forever.

Maybe I'm complaining too much. But it's hard. None of my past relationships have ever been like this before. Taehyung tries to help me understand; Jimin's not finding it easy either, it's not really his fault that his schedule's packed, etc etc. I'm not blaming anything on him.

But I don't really know anymore...

Love,
Rosie x

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The sun was shining and a warm breeze swept against my skin. I was walking to the SBS building, where the boys had their first comeback stage. RapMon suggested that I should come to give support, and I agreed since I didn't have anything else to do.

It took about an hour to walk, but I thought it'd be good for me; clear my head and all. As I reached the building, there were so many people at the entrance. Photographers, fans waiting for their idols, bodyguards standing at the doors. Since there was an open pathway dividing the crowd, it wasn't too bad.

I slowly started to walk through, keeping my head down.

"Hey! It's Jimin's girlfriend!" Someone shouted.

How did they even know what I looked like?! Damn it...

I heard some people talk about me, whispering and shouting, but ignoring all that, I walked right through. Taking the elevator, I made my way to their waiting room.

"Ey~ you're here!" Jhope said, as he saw me first.

"Hi beautiful," RapMon said, teasing.

"Lay off!" Jimin shouted from the chair, getting his hair done. "She's mine."

I laughed and walked over. He held out his arms and hugged me. After a kiss on the cheek, I walked to the chair and slumped down.

"I'm so tired," I said, closing my eyes.

"Something happen?" Suga asked from beside me.

"I walked an hour to get here," I laughed.

"You want me to massage your legs?" Suga laughed, teasing Jimin who couldn't move from his chair yet.

"Stop it! Don't touch her. I'll punch you," he shouted, laughing and kicking.

I guess it was 'Tease Jimin Day' today.

"Here," Jungkook said, looking at Jimin with the corner of his eye. "Lemme give you a kiss."

"Stop!!!!" Jimin screamed.

Jungkook fell onto the seat next to me, laughing so hard he struggled to breathe. When the stylist finally let Jimin go, he ran up to the chair, shoved Jungkook away and sat next to me. Trying to 'protect' me from the others, he put his arm around my shoulder and pushed away anyone that came near us. The members couldn't stop laughing. Tired, I leaned on Jimin's shoulder.

"You smell of hairspray," I giggled.

"Oh really?" He laughed.

He leaned his head on mine and tried to sleep. But before he could, Taehyung interrupted him.

"I have a reaaaaally funny story," he grinned.

I sat up, curious.

"Before Jimin asked you out, he'd ask me every day if---"

"Agh stop," Jimin interrupted, blushing.

Tae laughed and slapped Jimin hand away.

"He asked me if you ever talked about him, and which member you like the best and what type of guys you like. And when I said you liked Kookie the best, and that Jungkook was your ideal type, Jimin would get depressed," Taehyung laughed.

Jimin hid his face in his hands, shy.

"That's how much I love you," he said.