"Mannn.. fuck that nigga... ugly ass, stupid ass, 'you clingy' headass, bitch ass nigga." I grumbled under my breath as I changed out of my outfit into and wrapped a bandana around my head.
"Why you changing? I thought we was gonna go out?" Kamari groaned and threw her head back.
I swear she's always so fucking dramatic... she's lucky I love her. I mean, it's not like I'd drop her like Zayn dropped me.
"I'm single" I grumbled and Kamari's eyes went wide.
"The hell? Did you just have a boyfriend like yesterday?" She asked.
"Are you stupid or are you dumb? We broke up duh." I snapped and she held her hands up in defense.
"Ayee, don't blame me for ya relationship. I'm still going out, you can be a stink pussy here by ya self tonight and tomorrow when you aren't so sour we can eat ice cream and watch sad movies. Sound cool? Cool." She didn't give me any time to reply before rushing out of my room.
Less than 10 minutes later the front door slammed and I knew I was alone.
"What the fuck do I do now? Text my boyfriend? Oh fucking wait... I DONT HVAE ONE ANYMORE." I yelled and threw my head into my pillow.
Why does this hurt so bad?
Granted, I haven't been in a relationship in a while and my previous one ended with my burying my boyfriend.
Why do I have such bad luck?
Like, why can't guys just understand that I'm a girl? I want attention and love and affection. Half of the time I don't even ask for it, but the one time I do I get dumped.
Like this shit literally hurts.
MY HEART IS CLINCHING.
1 Week later...
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@JustineBishes - welp... there's 5 months of my life that I will never get back... #ThrowTheWholeDudeAway🚮
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- @JustineBishes - He said he, gonna do what to who?? Let's find out and see😋
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Damn.. @JustineBishes is giving no filters😂
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Awe, they were my OTP.. what did u do dad? @Zayn
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@JustineBishes - Unbothered💁🏽
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••• Sooo, my sister left for college today😐
Like I know how I say all the stuff about her but still.
This will be the first time they we are away from each other for months on end and I don't know how I'll get used to it.
She won't be at my birthday this year and I'll only see her in November and December and then summer. It's honestly gonna be weird.
On the bright side, I'm basically an only child now🤷🏾♀️ it's really quiet here though.
Also, it's kinda creepy because I now have the whole second floor of my house to myself (my mom and her boyfriend's room is the basement.)
Not even gonna lie, I did cry right after she left... I was eating toast and crying in my dinning room😂😂
