Messed Up Feelings

Chapter 31

Warning: A little bit of Mature Content here so read at your own risk.

Chapter 31: Party Of A Lifetime

•Niki's P.O.V•

The house was decorated. Food and drinks are already arranged. The music was already up. And now, i just have to wait. Just as i was gonna plop downa and watch TV, the door bell rang. And of course me being me, i was excited.

I opened the door seeing Zoey, Amber, Amelia and Jade with her boyfriend. "Heyy!" I said hugging them tightly (except for Jade's bf). "So, you ready for this party?", Amelia asks as she lifted her brown bag that she brought. I opened the bag and.. "Beer?", "Vodka?", i gasped. Shocked at what she brought. "Look, im planning on not getting drunk this night. Don't wanna have a hangover cause' that's horrible. " i states furrowing my eyebrows while crossing my arms. Zoey shrugged and went in to watch TV. "What's a party without these..." Amelia said while making puppy eyes. "Plus you're twenty now!" She continued. "We're twenty, not twenty one" i replied.  "Ugh, fine just bring em' in but im not  seriously not gonna drink", i said.

"Okay", Amelia smiled.

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People started to come. Like damn, i didn't even know some of them. But then who caught my eye was Roi. Why. Why. Why. Even if i don't have feelings for him, i just still wanna hang out with him more. Like we used to before we dated. The time when we were best friends. I fell in love with that Roi. Not this, the one who forgets whom the ones that helped him through thick and thin.

I breathed in and then out. I approached him snd saw that he was not with anyone. "Yes, i can have him all to myself..", i whispered to my self. "Hi, Roi", i smiled. He looked at me, his eyes go up and down checking me out. "Haaai Nikki", he replied. By the look on his face, the way he talked and the way he checked me out. I knew he was drunk.

"Are you by yourself?" I asked. "Im here with-" he hiccupped, "-you", he continued. "I like what you're wearing..." he smirked earning a grin on my face. I was wearing a short black dress, mid thigh. I liked it ad it showed my curves. "Thanks", i rwplied. He started to touch my shoulders going down to my curves and cupped my ass. I gasped and slapped his face as he chuckled. "I miss you.. i miss your lips", he says as he touches my lips. I bit my lip. "I miss your curves..." he says. "I miss everything about you..." he pecked my lips. The fact that we're doing this in public makes it even more awkward. "Roi..." i moaned. I pushed him away saying "Roi... you're drunk". "Nikki, i still love youu" he says sucking my neck. I knew a hickey was going to appear. I moaned as he sucked harder.

I stopped him by pushing him away. I walked away leaving him. Tried to find Zoey, Amber, Jade and Amelia but PEOPLE ARE GRINDING AGAINST EACH OTHER EVERYWHERE I GO. And me? Im freaking small. How am i suppose to go through all of this. So i decided to just sit on the couch beside the kitchen. I guess getting drunk does help this party going.

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"Hey" a guy's voice called. I was asleep. "Please don't disturb me..", i said. I lifted my head and looked at the person. My eyes widened he was f*****g  cute. Oh. My. Lord. "Hi" he said cutely. "Hi..." i said shyly. " i saw you here alone, thought i could talk to you", he smiled. A CUTE GUY IS FREAKING TALKING TO ME RIGHT NOW. My cheeks started to burn like crazy red. Whoops, there goes my feelings. He chuckled, "my name's Ethan", he says shaking my hand. "I- Im Nikki" i stuttered. "You drink?" He asks. "Um, no.. no". " c'mon just a lil" he says pouring a shot. I slowly took ths shot and drank it. Burning through my throat. Wow, a cute guy can be demanding. He starts to take a shot, "Ah that burns" he hisses. I chuckled, "so you're with anyone?" I asked. "Yeah im with my girlfriend". Ow.. my feelings.. my smile turned into a frown. I tried to look happy but oh well. We talked, laughed as i kept drinking. I knew i was drunk. Cause' my vision was really blurry.

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I started to dance to the music while grinding to somebody. Until someone pulled me upstairs to my room. I couldn't see who it was. He looked familiar tho, but i just couldn't see clearly. He started to leave kisses from my lips to my cheeks and my neck, sucking really hard. "I've always wanted to do this with you.." he said. He sounded familiar. I couldn't move my body, i felt like i was chained. I started to hear a metal sound clinging. I think he was starting to open his belt.

And right there.. everything went dark.