melody | your lie on april fanfiction

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My eyes opened staring at the white ceiling, I looked around and sat up slowly with a small headache. I looked around the hospital room with a frown.

"Thank god you're a awake" Auntie sighed in relief and smiled at me.

"What... Happened?" I asked confusedly.

"You passed out after your performance, the doctor said it was because you were sleep deprived" she answered worriedly.

I looked down at my hands.

"By the time you passed you were already out of sight from the audience, I panicked when they called me" she said. "You were out for half a day and you got me more worried"

I looked at her tired eyes, "I'm sorry"

"Don't worry about that. All that matters is you're ok"

I glanced at the side table.

A deep frown found its way on my lips

I... Didn't win.

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Days have passed, days since the competition, days after I passed out.. Days... After Kaori... Left me, left us.

I was disappointed on my self, I never got to say how much I love her, how much I wanted to rewind time just to change all the horrible things that have been happening, I never had the chance just to tell her, that I'll do everything, just to play together, one last time. To be on the stage together, performing and being one.

Kousei... How much I wished that it'll last forever, everyone was worried, Tsubaki and Watari had been sending me texts on why I haven't gone to school for the past few weeks, I said that I was fine, but I know it wasn't enough to convince them.

I let out a yawn and stretched my arms up.

"Now look who's tired" my aunt said with a sigh.

I sent her a small smile. "I told you auntie I'm fine packing on my own"

"Is that all your stuffs?" she asked looking behind me. "Are you bringing the whole house to Europe?" she asked and laughed a little.

"That's just my clothes and other necessities." I answered I walked pass her and down to the kitchen opening the fridge.

"Are you planning to meet with Kousei and the others?" she asked.

A frown was placed my lips, I poured some juice on my cup and closed the fridge using my foot. "I'm meeting up with Tsubaki and Watari later at the café" I answered and gulped down the contents of the cup.

She sighed, my aunt had been trying for me and Kousei to talk at least, but I've been giving my excuse that I needed to study and get ready for leaving. Who knows what he's doing, and I wanted to keep the space between us for a little bit. Just before... I leave.

After taking a quick shower and changing to some clothes, I walked down the stairs and to the café. I opened the door and a bell ring signaling that a costumer had come in. I looked around the slightly crowded café and spotted Tsubaki with Watari in their uniforms, Tsubaki waved at me with a smile.

I walked to their table and sat down on the empty chair.

Silence fell on the air, "Why did you want to meet up?" Watari asked starting a conversation.

"And why haven't you been coming to school?" asked Tsubaki instantly.

"I was at the school the other day" I answered.

"You weren't in any of the class" Watari said confused.

"That's because I didn't come for classes, I thought the school knew that I'm leaving?" I asked them.