High Emotions ; Phan au

Seven

"I better get back to Dan." Phil said with no hesitation, "as much as I want to spend every day with you Dan needs my help, when he's all better I swear that we can have more time together."

"I understand, do you want me to stay? I can wait outside?" He smiled as he hugged him.

"I don't know how long I'll be, let me go and see him and check how he is, at the moment I think he could possibly want to be alone." Phil said with a slightly raise of his eyebrow and light smirk as he played with Alex's shirt slightly

"Alright, go check up on him." Alex said and kept his arms around Phil, letting Phil pull away when he wanted. Dan on the other hand was crying as he weakly tried to just shut up. His while world was ending. He wanted to die.

"I'll see you in a bit." Phil said, pecking Alexs lips once more as he headed into the room again, this time seeing Dan looking upset again, he looked sad and Phil immediately went over to him "Dan what's
wrong?" Phil said going over, 'maybe it was
the reminder of the surgery' Phil thought

Dan opened his eyes and immediately more tears flowed out uncontrollably as Dan broke out into a sob. He shook his head and groaned softly as he was in pain.

"Dan it'll be okay, it'll be over and done with and you'll be fine." Phil said as he immediately went to cradle Dans head to his chest softly, sushing him softly

Dan hiccuped and let out a louder sob. He didn't like this. He didn't want to be here. He wished he had his cigarettes. Or his tequila. He just wanted to forget.

"Dan dan dan sushh," phil said, he could practically feel his own heart breaking at Dans emotion break down "I love you so so much and you're going to get through this surgery."

Dan shook his head and hiccuped. He didn't even care about the surgery at this point. "M-Morphine." He asked desperately.

Phil pressed the button to call the nurse "Dan hon, where does it hurt?" Phil asked so he could tell the nurse

"E-everywhere." Dan said in a pained voice as he looked at Phil, his eyes blood shot, Dan felt so sad and so pained.

Phil was confused to why all of a sudden Dan was in the pain to the point of requesting morphine, but before he could say anything a nurse came in quickly and flustered "Sorry for the wait Mr.Howell, are you okay?" She asked heading towards him

"Hurts, please, please, f-fuck." Dan gasped as he looked at her desperately. He just wanted to be knocked out. That's all. He didn't want to think.

"Mr.Howell before you have medication I can't give you morphine." She said softly "unless you tell me specifically where and how it hurts I won't be able to do anything."

"Please, just, let me sleep, it hurts so much, please." Dan begged as he looked up at her. He hadn't slept all night because of the vomiting and panic attacks.

"Dan honey I can't, I've just explained why I can't." She said with heavy sympathy "Dan cmon listen to her just tell her why and where it hurts." Phil encouraged softly

"P-Please," Dan begged. He felt his vision blurring at the voices sound him dull. As if he was underwater.

The women sighed sadly but she quickly noticed Dans slight unconsciousness "Daniel." She said shaking him slightly as Phil placed him out of his arms onto the hospital bed "Panic attack?" Phil asked questioningly as he looked at the nurse who began to give Dan breathing exercises