as if it's your last | liskook

Chapter 11

"No, but actually ... I need to tell you something." I said.

Something, that I'm gonna regret for the rest of my life.

"What is it?" he said.

"My eyes won't keep dry, I cry every night whenever I think about you." I said, trying not to cry, but failed.

"What are you saying?" he said.

"To all the laughs we shared, I'll never forget that smile of yours Kookie." I said.

"Why are you crying? Lisa, what's going on?" he said, I was trying to avoid his questions.

"We've said hello a million times, every day, and I'll miss that." I said.

"Lisa, I don't understand what you're trying to say." he said, I wish I'm not doing this, but I have to.

"But ..." I said, I was crying so hard. "... the hardest thing to do is saying goodbye."

"Goodbye? Are you leaving?" he said, all confused. He cupped my cheeks, trying to wipe every tear falling down my cheeks.

"Kookie ..." I said, grabbing his hands out of my face. "I'm breaking up with you."

I. Said. It.

"Lisa, you're joking right?" he said, he was about to cry too.

"Jungkook, thanks for making happy. Thanks for being by my side. Thanks for understanding me ..." I said, bringing back his words.

"... I love you, Lisa, please stay with me forever." he said sobbing.

I hugged him for the last time.

"I really loved you, I cherished every moment and memory with you. But, ige uriui majimak sarangiya (this is our last love)." I said and went inside my house.

"Lisa why are you-" my mom said, I just ran to my room.

I locked my door and sat on the floor, crying.

I ... loved him ... with all my heart. This is ... the worst decision ... I've ever ... made.

Jungkook, mianhae.
Jungkook, I'm sorry.

JUNGKOOK's POV

"I really loved you, I cherished every moment and memory with you. But, ige uriui majimak sarangiya (this is our last love)." Lisa said and went inside her house.

"Lisa, Lisa, jebal ireoji maseyo (please don't do this to me)." I said.

I went home. Heart broken.

I feel empty. I can't think straight. My mind shows me all of the memories of me and her. I can't believe she broke up with me. There must be a reason.

I went in my room, throwing myself to bed. Feeling numb.

My phone was ringing, I didn't bother to answer it.

My phone was still ringing, I got annoyed so I picked it up.

"What?" I said broken and expressionless.

"Jungkookie? It's Jimin." Jimin said through the phone.

"If you want to hang out, I'm not in the mood." I said.

"No, actually I have news for you. Important ones." he said.

"K, come over." I said.