Your Girlfriend 《KTH》✓

26. Don't Say Break Up

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Few days after that, I followed my schedules like usual. I keep telling other members that I'm okay but they just keep worrying and even always ask me to eat on time, especially Jimin. I know I'm not okay inside, but I won't dying or starve my self like some main character in k-drama.
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"Yoonji isn't the only girl in this world. Why should I cry over and hurt my self because of her?" I laugh out loud but the members didn't believe in what I said.
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"I've moved on. I feel better now." I continue reassured them.
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I know I've moved on from her. I know or I thought?
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I thought I've moved on from her, but I realized that I'm not when that one night I received a photo sent by an unknown number.
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Gasp, I quickly call that number. It's the picture of Yoonji tied up on a chair and blindfolded.
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"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU? WHERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND?" I yelled uncontrollable as lots of scary thoughts fill my mind.
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"Well, I think she's your ex? Didn't you two already broke.up now?" The voice replied and I know that voice! It's that bastrd!
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"Wonpil, you... how dare you kidnap her and tied her up like that? You said you loved her?! You shouldn't hurt her! WTF YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING!"
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"Ah yes. I WAS in love with her. Not when she keep reject me because of you. So, if I can't have her, then I suppose you can't have her too right? We'll be even if she just gone from this world, isn't it? It's fair enough right?" He asked and followed by a psycho laugh.
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"YOU CRAZY PSYCHO BSTARD! IF YOU DARE TO HURT HER I SWEAR I'LL KILL YOU!" I yelled which makes few members came to my room.
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"Easy dude. There's one way for you to save her. Come here and sign this contract. Sign your expensive sign here that you agree to break up and stay away from her for the rest of her life. Once you do it, I'll let her go and of course, I'll be the one for her." He said and I froze on where I stood.
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"What's wrong, Taehyung?"
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"Who's that?"
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"Hyung, is everything okay?"
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"Ahhh, and come alone. Don't bring any of them unless, I'll start to hurt her. Her legs looked good to..."
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"JUST TELL ME WHERE I SHOULD GO!"
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"Great. I'll text you. Remember, alone." and with that he hung up.
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I turn to other members who looked confused and worried about me but I can't tell them, right?
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"I have to go." that's what I managed to say.
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Soon, I reached the place where he texted me. I run and keep running, I search for her everywhere in this empty hall. It's an old building so it was pretty dark, but I couldn't careless. I need to find her.
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"Look who we got here." I heard him laughing and I turn my back only to found him sitting comfortably on a chair and I widened my eyes in horror.
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"YOONJI!"
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Behind him, there's a big aquarium that fill with water and Yoonji is in it, slowly drowning down.
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"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? GET HER OUT!"
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"Easy, dude. Now sign and I'll get her out."
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"GET HER OUT NOW I'LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!" I yelled frustratingly when I saw her started to struggling, probably running out of breathe.
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"You're not the one who have the right to control me, Kim Taehyung. SIGN OR SHE WILL DIE?" he yelled at me and I don't know what to do.
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I grab the paper in front of me and sign whatever that crazy bstard want but as soon as I finish, I quickly look up but Yoonji isn't moving anymore.
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"YOONJI!!!!!!!"
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"YOONJII!!!!" I yelled and find my self sat on my own bed, sweating and panting hard.
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I quickly grab my phone to makes sure if what I remember it's just a nightmare. I have to find the call logs and messages.
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Let out a relief sigh, I feel so grateful that it's just a nightmare. There's no such a phonecalls nor text messages.
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It's Sunday evening and after coming back from airport, I let my self fall a sleep although I'm not really tired. Yeah, I was trying to forget her, which obviously I failed.
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I even have a dream about her just now. Why did I even let her go? Why I didn't chase after her?
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Why? Just why?!!!
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"Hyung, you're leaving?" Jungkook asked me once I came out from my room, looking ready to go out.
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He's on a phonecall with her girlfriend, I guess. Oh, I miss my girlfriend even more now.
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"Yes, I might coming home late or not coming home at all. See you." I said, don't even understand why I said that leaving Jungkook throwing me questions that I can't answer for now.
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I let my self do what it want me to do and as you can guess, obviously, it lead me up here. Her place.
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Even though I know her password I didn't brave to try it. I'm scared if she changes it. I can't accept it yet. So, I press the bell and a figure come out with her gray T-shirt and long comfy pants that I bought for her - it's a couple pants with mine - and her long hair falling perfectly how I missed playing with it. A figure that I missed.
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"What are you doing here?" Her cold voice greet me but shamelessly I just smile weakly at her.
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"Can't your ex boyfriend visit you?" I asked and it took her few seconds before she opened the door wider to let me in.
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I miss being in here. I miss her.
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"It's so good to see you, I missed you. Sorry, I suddenly came here. I know I shouldn't but how have you been?" I started once we both sat down in our- I mean her living room.
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"Like you see." she answer shortly. "Do you want anything to drink? Hot chocolate?" She asked, and even if she asked with her cold voice, I'm happy that she still care about me. Or maybe it's just me.
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"It's alright. I just want to talk."I started and she avoid my eyes, and although she tried to hide it, I know she didn't look happy and it makes me sad. "Yoonji ah, I know you might say that it's better if we didn't see each other but I'm so happy when I see you. Is it just me?"
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"Taehyung-" she was about to cut me but I hold her hand, makes her look at me with her now soft gaze.
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"We only broke up for 2 weeks but it feels like 2 years for me. Sometimes, when I think of you I laugh like a fool then I start to cry without knowing. Is it just me?? You also feel the same right? Right?" I started being emotional as I turn her to face me fully.
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"Yes, I told you to leave that day because I was mad and jealousy was burning me. Even if I tried to forget you, I can't. No, I don't want to. Memories and pictures we took together, I difficultly burned them up. I tried acting like I was fine but in my heart I can't lie. Now I'll throw away any useless pride and ask you this.
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Let's not break up, please Yoonji. Let's not hate each other, I love you. I love you so much. I know that I was wrong and I admitted it. It hurt so much back then so I couldn't say anything. I'm such a dumbass to think like that. I should've realize that there's no happiness when we're falling apart. When there's no me and you.
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Yoonji, please. Can't we go back to the beginning? Is it too late now? No, right? We used to be in love, look at me." I command her while lift her chin up so I can stare at her lovable face that I've been missing.
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Her red eyes. She's holding her tears.
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"You missed me, didn't you? I'm sorry that I hurted you with my stupid action. I'm sorry that I hurted you with my words. I really didn't mean that. You still love me, right?" I asked her and she can't help but slowly she nod as tears started to fall down from her eyes.
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I pull her to my embrace and hug her like there's no tomorrow.
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"Whatever happen, please never say that word again. Don't tell me break up ever again." I whispered as I kissed her hair.
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"I miss you, idiot!" She mumbled on my chest and I chuckles slowly, my shirt feel wet now, but I didn't mind."Why you didn't come sooner? Don't you know how much I suffer? Huh? What take you so long to realize?" She added after parting a bit from me and pouting at me. Here goes my cutie girlfriend.
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"I'm sorry, everything is my fault baby bear. Your boyfriend is so dense and stupid and dumb. I'm sorry for being a dumb boyfriend."
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"Ahh~ shut up! You aren't the only one." She whines and continue while I wipe her tears away. "I'm also the dumb and idiot girlfriend. I'm so stupid t..." she can't finish her sentence anymore because her glossy red lips are tempting and inviting me so much.
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Well, it's not an illegal thing to kiss your own girlfriend right?
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