Your Girlfriend 《KTH》✓

40. The Last: Wildest Dreams

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I woke up with a very light head and welcomed by unfamiliar surrounding. Turn around, I saw someone were sleeping in sitting position right beside me but it's not Taehyung?
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Slowly, I tried to move to sitting position but I feel so weak so I moan in pain. My body feels so stiff.
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“Yoonji! Oh my God! You finally awake!!” a voice coming from a man beside me as he quickly jerked up and keep me to lay down. “Lay down, you're still weak! I'll call doctor!”
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“W-wonpil? Where's Taehyung?” my question stopped him from moving and he confusedly stare back at me.
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“Taehyung? Which Taehyung you're asking about?”
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“Taehyung, my boyfriend, my fiancée. Don't joke with me now.” I chuckles weakly.
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“I'm not joking. I don't know if you date someone name Taehyung?” he answer and my heartbeat started to beat fast.
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What is this?
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“Don't play with me, Wonpil. I need to see Taehyung now.”
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“You need to see doctor, Yoonji. You've been laying on bed for almost a year! I don't know what Taehyung you talked about, but what important now is your health.” Wonpil answered and leave me in puzzled.
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“Doctor said there's nothing wrong with your brain and everything is slowly back to normal. Thanks God that accident didn't leave permanent scars on you.” Wonpil came back after talking with the doctors who has done check on me earlier.
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“Can you tell me what happened? Why I'm here? Where's Taehyung? I supposed to—”
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“You got into car accident and I almost lost you. I don't know what Taehyung you talked about, maybe you were having a long wild dream?”
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I was confused, but all I can think for now is him. “…Can you do something for me, Wonpil?” I asked, feeling helpless. Wonpil nod without hesitation.
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“What is it?”
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“Can you help me to meet Taehyung?”
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“Yoonji, I-”
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“Please.. If everything that I remembered is only my imagination or maybe some wild dreams or nightmare, I have to ask him my self, if he really don't know me at all.” I plead. I don't care if I looked pathetic anymore, I need to see him. It's impossible if everything I remember is just a dream.
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“Sigh, I'll find the way. He's a superstar right now. It's not easy to make appointment with him, but promise me you'll take care of your health first.”
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“I will. Thank you so much, Wonpil. And all the hospital cost, I'll pay it back slowly after I find a job, I prom-”
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“Stop thinking about that.” He paused for a bit and pressed his lips into thin line. “You know my feelings towards you never change, not even a bit. I was so panic when the hospital called me. I'm glad that you still save my number as your first speed dial. You don't know how happy I am when I watch you awake earlier. So, can't you just forget about what you and Taehyung had in your memories, and just stay with me instead?” His hand hold mine tightly and I feel like the worst person ever.
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I hate to hurt him but I need to tell him the truth,
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“I can't. I have to prove it by my self that I'm really no one to him. That there's really nothing between me and him.”
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“Okay, but promise me something. If he doesn't recognize you, just give up on him and give me a second chance.”
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After a little starring battle, I sigh and nod at him.
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I hope you'll remember me, Taehyung.

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“That's it. I woke up in the hospital and you were no where to be found anymore. So I asked Wonpil help to find you.” I done my short explanation about what I remember about me and him for this past year. How we ended up together, how we fights and make up, how he propose to me, and how we spent our first anniversary before everything fade away and sent me to woke up in hospital without him.
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But he looked - confused, lost?
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“I'm sorry but are you trying to tell me that we were dating and I proposed to you and after our first anniversary, you awake in hospital without me. So you came here to find me?” He asked and I nod at him.
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Out of expectations, he laugh. He laugh before glance on me while shaking his head.
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“Yoonji might still confused. She's here only to confirm if you know her or not. She just need a confirmation.” Wonpil added, not wanting Taehyung to laugh at me more.
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“That's really sounds like fanfiction, but I think you're really dreaming for a year. Sorry miss Min, but I don't know you at all.” Taehyung said while smiling.
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I feel my heart broke into million pieces. Miss Min? He even use formal words to me.
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The same smile he used to showed me.
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That same innocent yet adorable smile.
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But he didn't know me. Not at all.
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“You're joking, right? It's not funny, Taehyung. I know you-”
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“I'm not joking, I'm sorry but I really don't remember you.” He cut me off seriously and the tears I've been holding for awhile fall without any regret.
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“I'm sorry, we have to leave now.” Taehyung's manager, Sejin said, about to leave with Taehyung.
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Both already standing and about to leave but I run to them and hold Taehyung's hand while staring at him. “Taehyung, please. You must be got amnesia or something. You forget about me, about us! I'm yo-”
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“Miss Min! Please. Don't make me use the harsh way.” Sejin trying to parting us, but I didn't burden.
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“Yoonji, enough. Please, let him go.” Wonpil tried to persuade me, but I'm still holding on. I'm still hoping, on him.
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“Tae, please. Say it. Say you just pull a prank on me. Say it, please.” I beg, but his eyes that once filled with love whenever he stare at me, now it's just empty.
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“Miss Min, I'm really sorry. I didn't pull a prank nor that I lie to you. If we really date, my manager must be recognize you, and also my friends. I'm sorry, but I don't remember you.” and with that he slowly release his hand from mine before leaving with Sejin.
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As soon as he walk passed me, I collapse on the ground and cry like there's no tomorrow. What's is this? Why I'm the only one who remember all about us?
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If it's really a dream? Why I keep remember about all the details?
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If it's the fate, why the sky let me remembered all of them?
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Just, why I'm the one who suffer alone?!
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⠀Next Day,
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“Are you sure you want to leave? Can't you just stay?” Wonpil plead as he sent me to the subway.
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Give him a light smile, I shake my head.
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I feel weak.
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“I'm sorry, Wonpil. I need time to be alone. I'll be fine, I promise and I won't do something stupid. If that's what you worry about. And thank you, for all of this. I really owe you a lot.”
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“If you really feel bad about it then makes sure to come back and don't cut our contacts. When I have day off, I'll visit you. Please do tell me if you need extra money or anything, I don't have a lot of it yet, but I'm pretty sure I can help!”
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“Wonpil, please. I'm not 10.” you quickly cut off his blabbering. “I'll come back when I'm ready. I'll keep in touch with you as well, so don't worry. Okay?” I added and he finally smile.
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Wonpil is always this caring, before we date, when we date, and even now after we broke up. Sometime I wonder why I can't forget about Taehyung and try to love Wonpil again.
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I wish I could, but I can't.
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Maybe I still can't.
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So for now, good bye Seoul.
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Good bye, Taehyung. My wildest dream.
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