Your Girlfriend 《KTH》✓

37. 너만이 Only You

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"Stop reading those comments." Namjoon coming to Taehyung and nudge him slowly.
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"That's okay, I just want to know." Taehyung mumbles and still continue scrolling.
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"They were just assuming things, you know they don't really know everything." Namjoon continue and the younger one just hummed in response.
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Taehyung then inhales deeply before keep his phone away to get ready for the next stages. Lately some of fans has been misjudged him for his expression and else. He tried to ignore it, but he just cant stop thinking about it.
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Because of that, he tried his best to cover up his true feelings and show his bright side only. Even though Namjoon - the member who he usually talked to - told him to not think about it and just express himself as usual, and he agreed to it, but at the end he will still have this heavier burdens on his shoulder about, what kind of expression he should show.
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Countless stages, countless practice, countless times he should keep his smiles because countless people are watching his every single moves.
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He's tired.
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He doesn't want to be a fake. He want to show his true self, but he feel anxious. He started to feel worried, worried if what he did won't be enough. He's scare if he'll give bad impact to his fellow members.
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He just don't know what to do.
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All eyes are on him. He might looked strong outside, but actually, he's trembling inside.
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"You looked different, are you okay?" you stood up and softly asked him when you saw him entered your room that night.
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It was around midnight and you were still doing some revision on your articles while waiting for him, since he told you he will come home tonight.
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Without any words, he dropped his bag on the ground, with heavy steps he approaching you, and hug you, very tight. Understanding the situation, you wrap your arms around him as well and pat his back and stroking his hair, while he snuggle closer to you 'til there's no gap between both of you.
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"It's okay, I'm here." you whispered slowly and continue stroking him.
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You know what happened lately, but you weren't sure if that's the reason yet. So you decided to wait for him to talk.
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"Thank you, Yoonji-ah." He muttered lightly and parting a bit. You then cupped his cheek and give a light peck on his lips.
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"Go get change to your comfortable home wear, I'll make you a cup of hot chocolate, okay?" you asked and he nod lightly with a small smile.
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Then, you go straight to downstairs, making a cup of hot chocolate and while doing it, your mind can't stop worrying about him. You know him, he always went to you and hugging you tight without any words when there's something happened.
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You were deep in your thoughts when a pair of his arms sneak around your waist, which makes you flinched a bit.
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"Baby bear, please answer me honestly. Would you still love me if I can't be bright, cheerful and playful Taehyung all the time?" he then asked and you turn your face a bit to see his worried face.
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Slowly, you release his grip on you and turn around to face him.
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"I will still love you, no matter what happen to you. I love you, Taehyung." you answer him without any hesitation.
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"Thank you. I love you too, so damn much." without any further questions, he thank you and pull you into a tight hug again, inhales deeply he whisper. "I don't know what I should do if you turn your back against me too. I don't want to be fake to you, but I also don't want you to leave me when you saw the other side of me."
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"Taehyung," you called and parting a bit to stare on his eyes that filled with anxieties, "You're a human. A normal human being. You have the right to get tired sometimes, or having mood swings. You have the right to express yourself. Being an idol doesn't makes you a less-human. It's normal." you state as you staring at his eyes.
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His beautiful pair of eyes.
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"I know, just.. they were worrying about me and assuming things based on how I expressed my self in front of camera, I just don't want to makes them worried and assuming wrong things." He hung his head down, but you caress his cheek.
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"They assumed things because they don't know everything about you, and some maybe only guessing? Don't worry about it, just stay true to yourself, Taehyung-ah. They'll understand it too, soon." you lifted up his face by holding his chin a bit and he let out a small smile.
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You grab a cup of hot chocolate that you made earlier and hand it to him.
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"Here, take a sip. It will makes you feel better." you offered him and he accepted it happily, before take a sip.
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"Thank you. It really taste good." He said before took another sip. "Baby bear, can we cuddle tonight? Do you still have to continue working?" He asked, still with looking worried.
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"I can continue my works tomorrow. I'll cuddle my baby lion good tonight." You answered which makes him grin wider.
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"You're the best baby bear, nobody else but you. Only you."
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