Love and Heartbreak

Fun And Games

It was all fun and games

little kisses accompanied with playful touch

It was all fun and games

Until it was 2am and all I begged for was your arms around me

Until my brain went dyslexic trying to read words written in chalk

because the thought of you cluttered my mind

Until my mouth pleaded for those lying lips

that beautiful, bitter taste

Until my nose would seek your scent in my silk sheets

Until those same silk sheets

once stained with your "I'm not going anywhere babe"

were blemished with countless tears that I cried for countless hours

Tears filled with anger and helplessness

suffused with "what ifs" and "if onlys"

You meant no harm:

for you, it was just a game

But please explain to me where was the fun in this innocent trivia

that forbade me to sleep until the break of dawn?

that forced me to put the blame on myself?

that permitted me to feel stupid?

that disappointed me?

that scared me?

that made me give up

on you, on us, on love

It was all fun and games

just pleasure followed by a broken heart

It was all fun and games

until I fell in love

StarGiirl96