Love and Heartbreak

Come Back, Be Here

I said hello, leaving you puzzled as to why I approached you. We talked, it felt so easy to talk to you. It was as if I knew you for so long. We got to know each other and soon we became friends.

You made me smile and I felt comfortable with you. You knew me so well in a matter of weeks. It was strange but it felt right. We spent whole days just texting each other to the point we never needed to say "hello" or "goodbye", you were always there. Always there for me, no matter what. I'd go to you for anything and everything, whether I was sad or happy or excited. i shared all of my moments with you.

Weeks, months went by and I could feel us getting closer. You were a good friend and I didn't want to lose you. In a way I knew this couldn't last, nothing good ever does. I told myself don't get attached, but in my mind I play it back... And I see I was already in way too deep. I had gotten too attached.

I find myself regretting it all. Because none of this would have happened if we hadn't got close. I wouldn't have gotten scared about this closeness between us and you wouldn't have left.

You told me you don't want me hurting because of you. But can't you see I am hurting because of you? You leaving hurt more than me feeling confused about us. It hurt so much more.

It's got me feeling more confused than ever. I feel hurt, upset and confused all the time. I miss you so much and I can never tell you. I wish I could. I wish it made all the difference.

I can never sleep without thinking about you and what you would be doing at that time. I dream that you tell me everything will be alright and you're there for me. But then reality hits me. It was only just a dream and it will never happen. I want you to come back. Come back, be here.

StarGiirl96 xx