John stared at him and Sherlock wanted nothing more than to have the ground open up beneath him and swallow him whole.
“I-I am so sorry.” he stuttered, stepping away (far away, need to get away, messed this up, he hates me, he hates me.) “I-” and John still just stared, lips parted and blue eyes wide and Sherlock could feel his chest caving in on him, could feel the pulsing of his heart in his ears. “I-”
Oh god, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.
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Before.
Before he went and screwed it all up, oh god, I’m sorry.
Before, it was raining.
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((A/N: Iddy-biddy preview for the next chapter and I offer song lyrics (since I can't seem to make youtube work for me to link the actual song).
Oh, I built a world around you
Oh, you had me in a dream,
I lived in every word you said
The stars had aligned
I thought that I found you
And I don't wanna love somebody else
Oh, we left it all unspoken
Oh, we buried it alive
And now it's screaming in my head
Oh, I shouldn't go on hoping
Oh, that you will change your mind
And one day we could start again
Well I don't care if loneliness kills me
I don't wanna love somebody else
Oh, I thought that I could change you
Oh, I thought that we would be the greatest story that I tell
I know that it's time to tell you it's over
But I don't wanna love somebody else
- I Don't Wanna Love Somebody Else
By: A Great Big World.
Yeah, kind of a break up song, but I've been listening to it and it inspires me to write this. More to come along with Where Do We Go From Here? and a possible new fan fic as well!))
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Storie d'amoreThe boy was like the kind of song you couldn’t get out of your head. Not that he minded much, no. Actually, he could listen to him all day if he wanted to. Just lie in bed and close his eyes and forget about everything else. Play over eve...
