It was a bit chilly out, Some leaves fall from the tree as the wind blows. I stand there, no one saying anything. Looking at the grave and then seeing the name Jon. I look away, turning my head the other way to face a few more graves and trees. I just wanted to cry, but I couldn't. "Why'd you bring me here again?" I say looking up at the sky and then at Ashlie, Dawn and Nick. "Thought you might wanted to see him again" Ashlie responds. I didn't stop to think what I really wanted to say, instead- I got mad and yelled out "So I can once again be depressed for the rest of my life, locked up in my room again!? After everything I've been through, you decide to bring me here out of all the million options around here?-" "I just thought you might wanted to see Jon again-" "Well? Where is he?? I don't see him anywhere. Oh right- that's because he's dead!" They didn't say anything and it stayed silent about an hour. Ashlie comes up to comfort me but I push her off and step back "Don't go near me, don't talk to me, don't tell me everything is going to be alright because it's not!" I shouted. Ashlie stops letting me go. I step back more and turn around running. I ran, and I ran. Not sure where I'll be going, but anywhere where I can void the world at. Suddenly, I bumped into someone. I turn to look t who it is and sure enough it was Bri "Cory?" I didn't say anything back but I continue to run off.
Seeing the shore line and running up this cliff and stop. I look down. I could do this right now and here if I wanted to and I would accept the offer too. I walk a bit more close to the edge when I was grabbed by the arm facing someone "What the hell Cory! What are you doing! Don't tell me you were about to jump off that cliff! What happened?? Please.. Please tell me what happened" It was Bri. We both collapsed onto the ground with her Hugging me tightly and crying her eyes out. "I just want to end my life!" I cry out. "They tell me everything will be alright when it's not!" "I wouldn't blame you, I would say the same thing. Life isn't exactly what you want but to be honest... Everything will be alright-You know why?" She says "...Why is that?" I say back "Because I'm here for you... Your friends. Family. Anyone that cares about you. And if nothing is alright then just take a beer and say "Fuck it" " I smiled but I guarantee you it wasn't the best smile. I hugged her back. Bri held back the hug and looked at me. "Probably isn't the right time right 'bout now but you might need it" she leaned in close to me and kissed my cheek. I blushed. She got up and said "Looking forward to Wednesday" and left. I stood up and looked at the direction she left from and then looked back at the ocean.
Damn, Was looking forward to jumping
But fucked up back there with my friends"Looking forward to Wednesday too..." I say quietly to myself
To be continued...
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FanfictionEdited ( Chapters 15-23) Discontinued✖️ Sometimes you may wish you could go back in time, to when it was easy to smile, and your heart didn't feel like it may break "Nothing adds up, no matter how hard you try"