I went home, gripping the journal in my hand. I bit my lip in worry and I look up at the sky. What am I so worried about? I asked myself
I got home and went directly to my room, closed my door and sat on bed. I stared at the journal. Not that I'm scared to open it up, but honestly, maybe this can drive me some clues to what he was doing and thinking. I just wonder what it was doing underneath all those dusty old papers. Was that the last place he visited?
I remember Jon always carrying this around one time I'd ask "What's that for?" And he respond "Oh, it's nothing. Just thinking about writing a book one day so that all the people around the world would read it"
"January 2nd, ####
Day 2. I never thought I'd actually be writing in this journal again. This kinda seems a bit girly, only girls write down their feelings in some kind of diary...
So, I was at school. Interesting huh? Well, that's not all, especially the part where I stood up for my friend Tommy. Tommy's my best friend, well, so is Cory haha. Tommy has a life of his own though. I feel bad for the guy. I'm always there to help him.
Anyways, this story didn't go in much detail because it's just way to depressing and like I said,
Only girls write their feelings down.
Btw, If anyone is reading this, don't tell Ashlie I found her diary LOLOLOLSee ya.
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"Out of all the girls at school, Ashlie has a diary." I started to laugh just thinking about it. "If I were to go back in time, I'd definitely tease her" That's when it hit me. Time. I stared down at my hands. "I forgot I had this power. Weird. So much for making mistakes when I had the chance to use it" I shrugged and closed the journal setting it aside on the bed.
I laid my head back onto the sheets of blankets while my feet are still on the ground at the edge of the bed. I sighed to myself. How long has it passed since I've tried commuting suicide? I thought. Actually, I don't want to think about it.
It's better if I leave it in the pass.
To be continued...
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FanfictionEdited ( Chapters 15-23) Discontinued✖️ Sometimes you may wish you could go back in time, to when it was easy to smile, and your heart didn't feel like it may break "Nothing adds up, no matter how hard you try"