Capture - Newscapepro Crew

Chapter 17 (Edited)

I decided to hold back "Unbelievable Suffers" due to how personal it really was. I might as well just rewrite it. I don't have a clue where that story will be going, but for now. It is not cancelled.

I'm seeing it. I'm seeing all of it. And I'm smiling at the thought of it. I said that I don't want to think the slightest about suicide. And now, It's time that I've lived my life from here on. I'm might've have regretted and did things that I shouldn't have, and to tell the truth, I still blame it all on me. No matter how many people tell me it wasn't my fault, There doesn't go a day where I don't think about.

I'd get distracted easily from how deep everyone words are. And you'd understand if you were me, but you're not.

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Bri makes me happy

Wait a minute. What. I'm not actually crushing on her, am I? No, Bri probably makes me happy because we're friends. All my friends make me happy.
"She makes you happy because you love~ her"
"What in the world" I mutter to myself "I don't love her for the one hundredth time. Why am I talking to myself" I sigh.

"You feel that tingly feeling inside you whenever she's near you. The way she danced with you, she definitely has a crush on you. And the way you stared into her eyes–"

I suddenly got up from the chair I was sitting on besides my desk and shouted out really quick "It's nothing like that!" I started to feel myself blush as I just pictured her in my head. I covered my face with my hand as I bit my lip "She clearly thinks of me as a friend" I removed my hand from my face and let them dangle beside me.

I scoffed "Again, why am I talking to myself" "You should call her" "I spent time with her this entire weekend, I shouldn't bother her–" I get cut off by my own thoughts. "Honestly, you haven't been bothering her. You two just keep running into each other. Like the day you were at the park drawing, she came along. The day you were at the beach cliff, she was there. The day at school where you were about to leave, she ran into you. You two are meant to be!" They said in adore.

That is weird that we keep running into each other but that does NOT mean it's meant to be. That's when my phone started ringing, vibrating on the wooden desk. I glanced back to the desk and leaned over to see who was calling. It's Bri. I picked up my phone, stared at it as it continued to ring and finally decided to answer.

"Hey Bri" I respond as walked away from the desk and sat on the bed. "Hey Cory" She replied. "What're you doing this evening?" She continued "Nothing much really... Just in my room. On the bed. Talking with you" Talking with you? I even cleared my throat before I said that. "What about you?" I added "Not doing anything right now but I came to ask you if, umm, you wanted to hang out? For a bit. Get's boring over here at my house"

"She's confessing her love to you, at the perfect moment! You should kiss her!" "WHAT!" I shouted to myself. Fuck. "Huh?" "U-Uh! Sorry about that! My mom was calling me downstairs to help her with... Um, things" I lied. And it was the worse lie too. "Oh, No worries, I get that you're busy right no–" I cut her off by saying "No it's okay. I can still hang out with you right about now" "Alright. Hey, I'll meet you at the beach. See you there" "Alright"

Then She hung up. "The beach. The perfect sun set. The perfect moment. The perfect stare. The perfect body movement and the perfect. Kiss" "That's not going to happen! Now, please shut up. You're getting into my head and I don't want to be thinking the wrong things" "We'll see" They said. I could just feel that smirk on their face! It gives the shivers down my spine.

I looked around for my blue sweater and put it on as I put my phone in the pocket. I left my bedroom, went down the stairs and exited the house.

I got mad at myself for even thinking about those things about Bri. But then I thought— Shit. I face palmed myself with a frustrating sigh.

To be continued....

If you are new to reading this and the next chapter doesn't make sense, please do not read it. It's mainly because I didn't edit it yet. So you're just gonna have the wait until I have updated the next chapter.