Butterflies || [Harry Styles fanfiction]

Fourteen

It's been a week since the last time Harry and I spoke. I feel embarrassed. How I told him that I was the one following him like a puppy.  I told him he wasn't dragging me into anything, that I was the one who decided. But was I?

I always do this. I barely know him, yet I act like I do.

The last time I saw him he was eating in the cafeteria, alone, and when I aproached him, he stood up and left. He didn't say hi nor bye.

And that's it. I think I've been stupid enough.

Today is the day. Today I'm moving to the sorority.  I know I should be excited, but since I've never wanted this, I don't feel excited, to be honest. Parents are allowed to go to the ceremony, so I'll see my mom and dad. Great.

I hear a low knock on the door as I finish closing my suitcase. Ellie's not in the room, so I don't have to say bye. I don't need to, because I'll see her around. We're in some classes together, so it's unecessary.

''Are you ready?'' I hear Helena's voice and I nod grabbing my stuff. ''Let's go.'' She nods to the corridor and I follow her towards her car.

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Helena stops the car right outside the house, and steps out quickly. She's so nervous and so excited and I don't blame her. This is one of her dreams. She grabs my suitcase and hers and turns to look at me.

''Come on! We have to get ready!'' She yells and I roll my eyes.

Maya leads us to our tiny room and we give her a little smile. Well, it's not that tiny. It's actually bigger than my dorm, and the beds are pretty big. I'm starting to like it here. The beds are white, with pink cushions and a pink fluffy blanket. The night tables are made of white wood as the closets, and the walls are pink. Too much pink.

I sit on the bed and unfold the dress my mother bought me for this day. Is a long black dress, with beige rhinestones covering the chest and part of the neck. It's from 'Mango', because she loves that shop.

I put it and put beige heels. I don't feel comfortable wearing heels. It feels like I'm about to fall and no one will help me to stand up.

''Girls, five minutes!'' I hear Maya's voice while I'm finishing with my makeup.

I don't have time to make a good hairstyle, so I just comb it and make a braid. I look decent, so that's it. Helena looks stunning. Long pink dress with white heels. Her hair is tied in a beautiful ponytail and she put some makeup as well. She looks at me with a huge smile printed on his face and I smile back.

''Are you nervous? I am nervous!'' She spits and I can't help it but laugh. Her breathing is irregular and I can hear her heart beating from here. ''You're not talking that much today, so you may be nervous. '' Her eyes widen while saying the last word and I keep laughing. ''Do I look good? Or bad? Look I have time to change and I--''

''Helena, calm down !'' I yell laughing while puting my hands on her shoulders. ''You look good, and today is gonna be a good day, okay. Just calm down. You're stressing me out.'' I smile and she sighs.

''Okay I-'' She starts saying and I hear Maya calling all the newbies. ''Oh my God, no, no I can't what if I fall, '' She says moving her hands up and down. ''What if-''

''Sshhhhhh,'' I hiss and she looks up. ''Be careful, we don't want you to fall in the stairs.'' I say with an evil voice and her face expression changes. She's way too nervous because of my comment. ''I was kidding! Come on girl, you're a bit tight today!'' I chuckle opening the door and she follows me looking at the floor.