boys don't cry // paramore au

number forty eight // edited

hey guys! thanks for reading this crappy fan fic, your comments and votes keep me motivated! i wanna ask y'all a favor if it's not too much. it'd be awesome if you guys could go vote on chapters that you haven't voted on?? i obviously don't wanna be that guy that's always asking for votes but you gotta try it once, right?
you don't have to obviously but it'd be super rad. and as another big thanks here's a long-ish chapter
thanks if you do and thanks again for reading! stay safe :)

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zac showed up at my door, it was almost midnight. he told my mom he left something in my room.

apparently a lot of things get left behind in my room now... right hayley?

mom of course, completely oblivious to my state with zac she let him in.

he walked into my room while i was sitting on my desk scribbling away at a drawing i started out of no where.

"that's nice" he said

i jumped slightly and turned around to face him. "what are you doing here zac.." i spat.

"i just want you to forgive me.. i want to redeem myself for being such an asshole.." he said, a sigh at the end of his sentence.

i looked at him in the eyes.

"you made me feel worse than anyone else.. ever.. and i've gotten a lot of shit. how fucking dare you sleep with me and then treat me like a piece of shit the next day?!" i said hitting the desk, making my fish bowl shake.

sorry dorothy, it's nothing personal.

"taylor please.. just hear me out.. i'm not like that you have to believe me" he begged

"leave.. " i told him, looking at him deep in the eyes.

those amazing eyes...

"okay.." he stood up, the expression on his face as if he had given up.

but did i want him to give up..?

what do i want..?

"zac wait.. don't go..." i stood up taking his hand. "stay.. it's.. it's late.. you're safer here than out on the streets" dumb excuse, taylor.

he chuckled and smiled, that amazing smile.. zac nodded and sat back down on the edge of my bed.

i looked at him for a moment, then for a minute, we both sat there deep in though, until the tension broke me.

pouncing onto his lap, i kissed him.