i see zac often, we have history together.
but hayley's always around to keep me from talking to him. something in me is dying to understand why he would do this to me.
why?
at the same time, i don't want to know what it was that made him not love me anymore.. is it my fault?
did i push him away? is me being.. me too much..? was i not enough? why zac?
even though i know these questions will not be answered, my thoughts still run my brain like crazy, looking for a way to get out.
hayley holds my hands now. she rubs her thumb over mine to comfort me. i know she worries and that she loves me.
lynn is around too. she likes to pet my hair.
i'm kind of stuck in a situation where i really don't know if i should be happy my friends are here and taking care of me or if i should still be torn about zac.
i just want to graduate already. go on t , lose the chest and be the real taylor benjamin york.
maybe i won't be so hard to love then.
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boys don't cry // paramore au
Fanfic[ first ever trans! taylor york fan fic on wattpad] because every fandom needs a short chapter fan fic where one band member is transgender and really likes the other. and that's exactly what this is. trans! taylor york ps. hayley williams is gay
