Our times (Slow Update)

Chapter 10: some things better left unsaid

**Sam's PoV** // apartment

🎶Ed sheeran // perfect
Fiance? Aera got fiance? Hmm. My thoughts has been wandering since i recall back the incident last night, believe it or not.. Sy kurg prcaya that the guy dia pnya tunang. Erghh whats wrong with me!

Time sa sibuk melayan perasaan sy kan, tiba2 datang si sumandak pigi lumpat di perut sa sambil kasi guyang2 tu ikur dia.

"Haihhh mandak, si aera ada suda yg punya ohh😞". Sambil sa usap2 tu kpala si sumandak. Si mandak ni tasu yg si aera lupa bwa, i call her sumandak sbb dia betina hehehehhh. Sa tida dpt befikir bei apa nama yg paling santik mau bagi sama dia, jadi sa pnggil nopo dia sumandak la 😅

Woofff wofff. "You hungry?,no food for you, you already eat td". I poke her ear, gerigitan sa nmpk tu telinga laping hahahaa. Teubat juga tu sakit ginawo sa bila si mandak macam sengaja pigi bemanja manja sama sa, tau betul dia yg sa sedang besedih ni.

I hope it wasn't true, yet i know it's still too early for me to say that im already into her. Ive fallen for her. But..... Im not sure yet.

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**7:20am** Aera's PoV**

Erghhh my head.. Pening betul kepala sa rasa time tu. Then i felt a slight of light and wind brezze from the window, tapi saya malas betul mau bangun,buka mata pn tida tp sa rasa suda mcm ada cahaya2 masuk terus Sejuk lg tu sa rasa.

Sleepyhead plus dizzy head. So I buried my face on the pillow and hug it tightly. Tida mau kasi lepas aa tmbh lagi sa dingar macam start hujan suda di luar nahhh punya siok tu mau smbung tidur. Tp tida lama tu kan sa rasa mcm something weird sama tu 'pillow' yg sa peluk. Befikir sa ni aii how come i can hear someone breathing ni? Its not my breathing but..... Hmm? Sempat lagi sa rasa something peluk pinggang sa.

I opened my eyes. Sabalah mata ja sa buka. Trus tediam sa tme sa cuba tingu benda yg sa peluk kuat2 and tidamau kasi lepas

"..........."
"....."
"...!!!!!!!!!!". I widened my eyes macam mau telumpat ja sa tme tu yahhh ampunnn .. Joshuaaaa!!!!

I am totally speechless, beteriak suda si AnAn👼sama si dede👿 dlm sa punya utak sama ginawo aa buduh kamurang dua sana. Jangan kamu kacau saya 😵

Bekaras sa sana tngu muka si josh. Lama sa tngu tu muka dia eyes nose lips, since when you have all these adorable things on your face josh?. I.. What am i doing rn? Argh i hv to stop this stupid feeling! I dont want to hv this kind of weird feeling anymore! Arghhhhh. You hv to stop aera!!!! Wake up then.

I shut my eyes, sighing a very heavy breath and at the time when i was struggling with my own messy thought, Something wrapped my head. I was shocked, confused then i opened my eyes and found his arm wrapping me. It was all sudden, and minutes later my vision seems blurry.. It was my tears. Saya pn tida faham kenapa sy nangis.

Berabis sa control tu sobbing sa, tp ni anak tida pandai bangun pun aa. Macam sa mau pukul seja si josh sekarang ni sbb dia bagi sa ni weird feeling. Selama kami bekawan tida pernah sa rasa begini. Mngkn sbb kmi jadi telampau rapat sejak kmi sama2 kerja d area yg sama. Entah la sa pun tidatau sejak bila kami jadi begini. Saya tida pahamm la kau aera.

Amyy mana amy, i need her!

Then i felt my head spinning lagi. Ughh why now? I sobs again and i don't even know how the hell i can fall asleep back.

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**9:20am**

Bangg! Pang! Gedebukk!!

Tebangun si aera gara2 bunyi barang jatuh dr sana dapur dia. Laju dia bangun dr sofa trus tngu sana arah dapur. Hairan sbb teda pula dia piara kucing setakat ni. Muka pun masi mamai2 lagi aa meningu sana dapur, tu rambut lagi laa macam nenek kebayan suda. Tiba2 tu nmpk kelibat si joshh bangun smbil puyai2 tu blakng kepala dia, membelakang si josh tme ni and dia tida sedar si aera tebangun suda.