I fell for her knowing that it isn't right. knowing that I have someone else in my life. but the way I loved her was unique. the way we loved each other was astounding and yet very temporary..
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i woke up the next day feeling hungry. so i went upto the kitchen and saw my father making waffles. so i was about to leave the kitchen to change my clothes before eating but he stopped me
"suga, ask jisoo to stop by our house today by the end of your school. i want to treat her to dinner as i sold 4 of my artworks yesterday and the company was satisfied, so they increased my payment." he said
"i don't know if i should" i came out without even waiting.
after changing my clothes, i went to the dining room and started having breakfast with my father when suddenly he stopped me and said "i am your father. you can tell me anything you want to. i wil always be there for you"
i didn't know if i should tell him or not but i decided to. i told him that jisoo loves me and i feel awful that i can't love her back. he didn't seem a little bit surprised. as if he knew that already.
"{ so jisoo loves you? what about you? who do you love?" he asked
"dad, i have a girlfriend{" i said
"that's not what i asked. who do you love suga?"he said again
i didn't know what to say. "my girlfriend" i said
"is it?" he again asked
i got fed up of my on confusion about the fact. so i stood up and said "yes, i only love jennie ad she loves me. jisoo and jennie are best friends. i can''t do this to them" i got out of the house for school but when i was about to wear my shoes he said in a very cold voice " So you really are nothing like me. remember i also had something like this and made a choice just different from yours but after 20 years i am still proud of that choice and have never regreted marrying your mother. hope you will be able to see that and make the wise decision. i can't help you anymore. everything rests upon your choice." he said
" i already have made up my mind. it's jennie and i already told you that. I am going.to school now. See u later" i came out
i was sitting in the garden with jennie. i saw jisoo passing by entering the cafe. "jennie wait. i will be right back" i followed jisoo
"yah, jisoo. dad wants you to meet him today. by the end of school wait for me in the gate. we will go together." i came back without even listening to her response.
after school, i waited for jisoo in the gate. i thought that she will come but she didn't. i waited for half an hour and when i realized that almost everyone has left, i knew that jisoo has gone without me. i suddenly became very angry. i don't know why but i wanted to go together.
i came home but didn't find jisoo.
"did jisoo come?" i asked dad
"yes she did. she couldn't stay for dinner for going to movies with her friend. i would say that she didn't want to stay because she didn't want to face you. anyways hope she enjoys the movie"
"what movie? and what friend? she only has jennie but jennie is not going to any movie today. she said that she is gonna study. jisoo was lying. she is too embarrassed because she confessed to me" i said
"no, she wasn't lying. i saw movie tickets. they are going to watch a horror movie. she said that after seeing the movie, she will tell me how it was." dad replied
i was puzzled. jisoo only used to hangout with jennie but suddenly taehyung came in my mind. i becam resless. they cant go to a movie date. jisoo loves me and she can't be with taehyung.
"dad, i'll be coming soon" i said as i rushed to outside
"where are you going?" he asked
"to see a movie" i replied
"well in that case, let me tell you the name of the complex she is in. you can't possibly search all the movie centres" he replied
i suddenly paused. "huh?"
"she is in cineplex studios. i knew that you would do something like this. so i checked the tickets well. i can tell you the seat number but i dont want to. at least you should put that amount of effort to search for her" he said
"wait, how did you know? but i..." i was confused
" son, go get your girl before she becomes someone else's. i never thought i would say something like this especially to you but don't think about your girlfriend or anything about this world. just run for what you want. the rest can wait. okay so now its becoming a cliche but remember love is a cliched concept. now go before the movie ends which i think has already ended. a movie is not 3 hours long you see." he said
" 3 hour? but our school just ended half an hour ago." i said.
"she came before your school ended probably because she didn't want to be late for her date. she couldn't stay for dinner also. so now are you gonna go see your movie or spend time here while the heroine of the movie gets in with someone else? hurry up so." he said
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i hurried to cineplex but suddenly stopped at the junction. i saw jisoo returning home alone. as she was taking the curve to the opposite road, she noticed me. but she acted as if i didn't exist. she continued to walk without noticing me.
it made me even more angry. i ran to her, grabbed her hands and forced her into my arms and hugged her as tight as i could. time was passing and she didn't say anything but didn't try to hug me back but i didn't care. i was holding her so close to me and we both stayed like that for quite a while. i closed my eyes and imagined kissing her. i suddenly shivered and came to my senses. she is jisoo. i can't possibly kiss her. but hugging her like this makes me want to do it. will i?
