I fell for her knowing that it isn't right. knowing that I have someone else in my life. but the way I loved her was unique. the way we loved each other was astounding and yet very temporary..
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i woke up hoping that jisoo will change her mind. i knew that jennie would understand us. what was jisoo afraid of? i can't even imagine her with taehyung. i want to hold her hands in front of everyone and not just in secret. i came out of my room my being dressed for school when my dad saw me
"so how was the movie last night?" he asked
i didn't know what to say. i kept fighting over the fact if i should tell him the truth. at last i realize that he was the only person i have and he deserves to know it. i told him everything. he wasn't surprised.
"see suga, jisoo is not the kind of girl who will betray her best friend for her boy friend. she is thinking about jennie only. i feel like i am at fault here. if i was by your side at the time when you needed someone the most, this wouldn't have hapened and you wouldn't have a girlfriend.
believe it or not, you have used jennie and now that you don't need her, you are pushing her away. jsioo is right from her side. i can't imagine how jennie will feel when she learns the truth." he went to the kitchen without even hearing what i have to say.
i went to school and on the way i saw jennie going too. i felt a sense of guilt when i faced her
" hey suga, i tried calling you but your phone was off. what happened? are you okay? i couldn't get proper sleep last night worrying over you." then she pulled herself close to me
"you see i wanted to come to your house last night. its been such a long time since we visited you house. i feel like i need to get close to your father more since i am in love with his son. after all we need him to like me" she said
then all of a sudden she kissed my cheeks and said
"now lets go. we are going to be late otherwise." she pulled me holding my hand
we both entered school hand in hand when i saw jisoo in the garden alone. she was reading a book. i stared at her hoping that she will look at me but she didn't. she was too into the book. i remembered our incomplete kiss from last night. i never got the chance to properly hold her. jennie was almost dragging me to class but then she saw jisoo and stopped
"hey, jisoo ya. class is going to start. let's go" she screamed
jisoo looked up and saw me. she saw us holding hands. " you guys go ahead. i am coming" she replied
"i know you are waiting for taehyung. right? he hasn't yet come to school. he is always late. anyways keep waiting for him. i can imagine him being happy when he sees you waiting for him. you know, he really talks a lot about you whenever i am around him. too whipped for you xD" jennie kept saying
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i became too unsettled by hearing his name. deep inside, i was burning like hell. how can jisoo wait for taehyung when class is about to start? "let's go" i said to jennie without her realizing what i was going through on the inside.
the class had started when jisoo and taehyung came. "don't tell me you guys were lost. why are you late?" teacher asked
taehyung saw me and all of a sudden he held jisoo's hand and said " we couldn't keep track of the time" he said
the teacher wasn't surprised. she had seen enough couples in the school to be surprised by yet a new couple
both of them were approaching to sit behind us when jennie whispered "you guys look adorable." she said to them
they sat down and taehyung replied "we already know that jennie ya." he said
"hey, don't underestimate me and suga. we are.." the teacher interrupted asking jennie to not talk. jennie didn't care. she kept whispering "no one can beat me and suga."
"me and jisoo can." taehyung said jokingly
"yeah right. you barely know my best friend. how many days has it been since you started dating? 3 day? me and suga have been dating for quite a while now. taehyung a you can come to me if you nee any relationship advise" she also replied jokingly
"no thanks jendeukie. we are well aware of each other. we even went on a date last night. to see a movie" he said
siddenly the last night came to my mind "forget that last night even existed" jisoo had said right after i kissed her. but it seems like last night doesn't want us to forget about it
"a date? OMG don't tell me you guys already kissed!!" jennie was too excited when she said that.
i suddenly turned my back to look at jisoo. she didn't say anything. she simply stared down at her book being too embarrassed of last night. but then suddenly it hit me. did jisoo and taehyung kiss last night? right before jisoo met me? is that why jisoo pushed me away when i kissed her? i suddenly become unsettled
"no, we didn't. we dont want to rush things." taehyung said
suddenly i felt as if i have been relieved by some sort of good news.
" aww, what a waste." jennie said in a cute voice
then all of a sudden she turned towards me and said it loudly enough for jisoo and taehyung to hear "do you remember when we first kissed suga? and the first time we cuddled?" i was too taken back regreting everything about me. i looked at jisoo without answering and she seemed too uncomfortable sitting there
"so, i assume you guys kissed on your first date,, jennie ya you are too fast" taehyung said
"what fast? we love each other so it doesn't matter when we kissed." jennie became shy
the teacher had reached her limits. you four get out of the class. you have been talking too much. jisoo acted as if she was happy to get oout of that situation. she quickly packed her stuff and got out.
" hey girlfriend, wait up" taehyung said following her
jennie and i were getting out as well when jennie turned to teacher and said "thank you." everyone in class started laughing.
we got out but my eyes only looked for jisoo. i wanted to talk to her. i wanted to solve things and make everything better. little did i know what was about to happen with our lives.
guys i know that i said that it will have 25 episodes but sorry to break it but i have to end it in 23 . so there will be two more episodes. i have exams coming up and want to finish it before that, hope that you will like the ending and not be too mad at me. tysm for reading. xoxo
