I fell for her knowing that it isn't right. knowing that I have someone else in my life. but the way I loved her was unique. the way we loved each other was astounding and yet very temporary..
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i realized how random jisoo felt with the hug, so i stopped hugging and looked at her directly holding her close to me "where are you coming from?" i asked
"suga, please let me go. i don't want to talk to you right now. i just need to go home" she said
" answer me first. where were you? with whom were you?"
"i went to see a movie with taehyung oppa" she replied
"taehyung? why are you still with him? didn't i already tell you to stop being with him?" i said with an angry voice
she tried to remove herself from my grips. as she was getting away from me, i almost dragged her towards me and gently kissed her lips. she was shocked. she pushed me away the moment our lips touched.
"what do you think you are doing? are you okay? i am not jennie. i have a boyfriend and i am not like you. i don't want to let him down." she said
suddenly truth hit me. what was i doing? but then again i remembered what my father said so i took a big step. i dragged her close to my face
"kim jisoo i love you/. i have fallen for you and i don't know how. you are not my type and i never thought that a girl like you will make me go crazy for her. i can't stand you being with taehyung. and when i am with jennie, i always think about you. before i met you, i thought i was happy with jennie and i loved her but the truth is that i care about her and i really like her. i needed someone in my life and there was jennie. but now i need more that someone and i now know that love is more than having each other. i know that you love me as well. so lets just be with each other. lets not care about the world but each other. lets go away from everyone if its needed. i just want you to be by my side"
jisoo was surprised. she didn't try to free herself from my grips like she always does. she was just staring at me with her innocent eyes.
"suga, i can't do this. i...." she stuttered
"ssshh. i know that you want to be with me too. so let it be that way. don't worry about jennie and taehyung. they will understand. jennie will want me to be happy and if that is with you then she will not stay against it" i said
suddenly jisoo had tears in her eyes hearing jennie's name
"what are you saying? you are only thinking about you and not jennie. she loves you suga. you are her first boyfrind. and i am her bestfriend. do you know what she told me the other day? that she never thought she will meet someone like you who will make her feel special. how do you think i am supposed to face her holding her boyfriend's hand?" she replied freeing herself from my grip
"but you saia that you love me" i said
"yes suga i do but i never imagined me with you because you belong with jennie. falling in love with you was a mistake but that happened suddenly and i can't control my feeling. but i know jennie doesn't deseve this. so stop this nonsense and be with jennie. i cannot ever do this to her"
"but what about us? we love each other and you want me to spend the rest of my life being with jennie but thinking about you? i can't do that. it will be like betraying her. we love each other jisoo. we may not be the perfect couple but we fulfill each other." i said holdin her hands
" suga, if only we had met each other earlier. but it didn't happen. i am in a relationship and so are you. and we can't break their hearts. some people are just not supposed to be together." she said
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" go home and get some sleep. forget that we love each other. forget that this night ever existed. focus on jennie. she loves you more than you and think of" she said looking at me and suddenly tears kept falling from her eyes. i noticed it but before i could console her, she pushed herself away from me. as more tears were rolling down her eyes, she wanted me to not see her cry like that so she ran towards her house. i didn't follow her.
i never knew a confession will take the person i love so much away from me. i reached home devastated and went to my room. i laid on my bed but all i could think of was jisoo crying. i closed my eyes.
a new day, a new start but i wanted jisoo to be a part of my life. who knew what was ahead of me that will take the person i love so far away yet so close.
