Episode 4: The Regret

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Jennie liked me but i can never like anyone. At least that was what i thought back then. I was  cold, i was rude. I never expected anyone to like me but what was my feelings for jennie.

The next day i was standing in front of the locker when jennie appeared. She wore a pink top and a black skirt. That skirt was so shot that all the boys were checking her out but she didnt seem to care. That was the first time i noticed her dress.

"What do you think you are wearing?" i said.

"Do u like it?i wore this outfit thinking about you" she said.

"Then dont think about me if it makes you wear such short skirt. Take my jacket and cover yourself up"

She looked at me and said "what am i to you suga. After every thing i said yesterday you still seem normal. In a way i confessed to you but you never called me. Why?"

I didn't know what she was to me

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I didn't know what she was to me. I needed someone in my life. Someone i can hold onto. Someone with whom i can share my pain. Someone who will take care of me.  Was jennie that someone? Have i started loving her?

But why did i not call her saying that i loved her? Is this love? How am i supposed to know what love is when no one ever told me.

We sat together during the class and i didn't say anything to her. Surprisingly after the class ended jennie went away without talking to me. I felt lonely all of a sudden.

I was always alone but never felt this lonely. I guess you only feel lonely when someone u care about leaves u stranded. I couldn't bear. Then i took this decision that i regret till now

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