My darling,
Dont fall in love with me, & this is why.
I will destroy you.
I will make you want to pull out your hair just because I am indecisive about my own.
I will cause you to not want to be around me, because no matter how many hours on end you give me if you leave for five minutes I will go insane.
Don't fall in love with me because I am clingy but not the sweet innocent kind.
No I mean the kind that needs to know where you are, who with, why with them & more.
Not because I can't trust you but because I can't trust my mind to not wander to bad territory.
I am so unsure in my own life that I may even cause you to question your own.
I even question myself on everything I think to decide.
I will even question us.
Not because you aren't good enough but because I'm not.
There will be plenty times where I need assurance in my own self worth because I won't believe that I have any.
There will be times I will be so full of myself that I won't shut up about how good I may look at the time.
Not because I am self centered (maybe actually I could be at times, that's another problem) but because I never look good & to think I am for even a minute goes a long way.
No matter how much you say I am beautiful, radiant, or any other form of a compliment I will still ask you later if I am.
There is so much more I could say to warn you but I think you get the point.
Don't fall in love with me, if you can't take all of me.
Sincerely,
Someone who will never stop loving you even if you leave because I understand it's hard to love a trainwreck.
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Pathetic Poetry
PoesíaHere lies the things that were untold, until now. Please give credit if taken. Pictures come from my own photography or the internet.
