"Its not helping if I'm the only on doing shit" "How X just because you spent 2 minutes with her you left her at home and Maria took care of her just now you had to call yo mama like you do in any situation you fucking mamas boy and then you wanna try and have a baby with me you are a baby so stop crying and go take your medication" I regret saying that X's eyes turn fully black.
"Jahseh I-I'm sorry" he raises his hand and slaps me across my face harder then ever he pulls me up by my hair.
"Who the HELL you think you talkin to!" "Jahseh please" "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" he says punching me in my eye Milan starts to cry.
"Get up and make that fucking baby shut up!" he says after pushing me into a dresser I get up limping I get Milan and her bottle and start feeding her and rocking her I put her back in her crib when she stops crying and she falls asleep.
"Go run us some bath water baby" he says hugging me from behind kissing my neck I walk into the restroom and run a bubble bath in are big jacuzzi tub I look at myself in the mirror as the water runs I have a big bruise shaped like X's hand on the side of my face and I have a huge black eye and my backs killing me I'm pretty sure theres more back there and I might have bruised my ribs makeups not gonna cover this one up. I turn of the water and X walks in with a pack of candles and a bag of rose petals his eyes are still black he lights the candles sets them up then puts the rose petals in the bubble bath then dims the lights.
"Get undressed ma" he says kissing me.
"X I'm not in the mood for sex" "JUST DO IT!" he yells I quickly take them off he looks at my body and licks his lips he picks me up bridal style and lays me in the tub laying my cast on a small pillow he gets my sponge and starts bathing me I wince in pain when he gets to my back.
"I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to, you know I didn't you just said some really hurtful things and made daddy mad you forgive me right" I slowly nod my head.
"I knew you would" he says kissing me then starts rubbing my clit.
"Stop Jahseh" "Why Nicey I'm doing all this shit for you and all I'm asking is for you to do a lil something for me in return" "I'm not your prostitute X's. I know this isn't you take your medication baby please for me" he stairs at me for a while I get up wrap myself in a towel and unlock the medicine cabinet get his pills then feed them to him his eyes turn back brown and he takes a long look at me.
"Baby I-" "Jahseh its nothing" "I'm the devil" "The devil isn't who you are look babe I'm fine it barley hurts" I say trying to hug him but he takes a step back.
"I'm so sorry" "Don't be I should have been here for you I shouldn't have said all those things" "That doesn't give me an excuse to touch you like that!" Jahseh says punching the wall.
"Jahseh Jahseh listen I'm fine baby" "Look at your eye" "I'm fine look I have to go but I'll take Milan to her dads house" "Where are you going now" Jahseh says sitting me on his lap hugging me so I won't go.
TBC
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