When I wake up Jahsehs gone so I get in the shower brush my teeth and hair and pick my outfit for church I get my bag and pull out this
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I put it on with a white flower crown and my white Tims I go into the kitchen and I see Jahseh getting cussed out by his mom with a hand print on his cheek.
"All I hear last night is a head bored banging on my wall Jahseh how dare you bring this hoochie to your sisters celebration" "She's not a hoochie mom she didn't even want to do it I seduced her" "Don't talk back to me boy and what have I told you about using condoms I swear to god Jahseh if you done got another girl pregnant go to the store now get some test I'll go talk to your girlfriend" Jahseh leaves and I hurry back to the room and act like I ain't hear nothing Ms.De nile knocks and I open the door.
"Smells like sex in here" she whispers to herself.
"Come to my room girl" I walk with her to her room and she closes the door.
"Put this on you ain't wearing that mess to church" she hands me this
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I start to put it on and then sit between her legs so she can braid my hair.
"Had fun last night?" "I'm so sorry I tried to tell Jahseh no but he just-" "Its okay girl I know how my son is" after that theres a long pause.
"You pregnant" "I don't know" I say barley whispering.
"I don't want to be AreBaby'sGoingToBeMessedUpAndI'mOnly18AndIAlreadyHaveToTakeCareOfMySistersBabyAndBabiesStressMeOutICan'tRaiseTwo" I ramble.
"Theres no such thing as a messed up child girly...What do you have" "Multiple personality disorder my doctors say its all in my head" "Doctors don't know nothing these days but I can help. Stand up" she says after she finishes braiding my hair into two dutch braid she looks at me with a sad expression.
"That was his sisters church outfit you look beautiful in it" "What other girl, or girls have Jahseh gotten pregnant" "Let him tell you that.Take off that makeup girl" I hesitated at first cuz I was wearing the make up to cover up my bruise but I did it anyway she gasps when she sees it.
"Did my son do that" I start to tear up a little I just really wanna cry with all this stuff going on.
"I'll talk to him don't cry" we hear the front door close we leave out the room Jahseh stairs at me in shock for a second because I was wearing his sisters clothes then hands me the pregnancy test I take it and walk into the restroom first I put back on my makeup then I pee on the stick it says wait five minutes I hear Jahsehs mom yelling at him.
"How dare you put your hands on that nice young girl I raised you better I tout you how to control your temper" 5 minutes later Jahseh walks in with another red hand print on his other cheek.
"What does it say" "I haven't looked at it yet..What other girls have you gotten pregnant X" he sighs then answers.
"My girlfriend before you the baby didn't make it though" "What happened" "I don't want to talk about that now are you pregnant or not" I lift up the pregnancy test and show him then I start crying.
"I can't have this baby Jahseh" "You trynna say you don't want no kids by me. is it because I'm fucked up" he says getting mad.
"Yes and because I'm fucked up to X remember that! I just want my baby to grow up to be normal and for it not to have people calling it a freak or crazy or psycho,like they do me I think I want an abortion" "No baby, listen stop crying" Jahseh says in a sweet voice whipping away my tears.
"Normals boring we can be a crazy psycho family together" "But what about my sisters baby I don't think we can handle two babies" "We can take care of her till we have are baby then we can just give her to her dad till your sister gets out" "O-okay" we exit the restroom and everyones out side the door waiting for an answer.
"She's pregnant" they all sigh and Jahsehs mother starts cussing him out in kreole.
"Damn lil vro how you gone have kids before us" Joel says teasing him.
"Get off my dick Joel" "Watch yo mouth bo-" "NO ma I'm fucking sick and tired of all of you" he says walking into his temper tantrum room slamming the door.
"I'm sorry Ms.De nile" "Call me mama Cleo" I walk into the room and theres 10 new holes in the wall.
"Jahseh calm down please" I say hugging him.
"I'm scared too but you can't take it out on your family there just concerned about you" "Look at me getting mad over nothing! How am I gonna raise this kid I'm a kid myself" "But I know we can do it together you are not alone. Look your family already left for church so while there gone we can work on a plan.What do you want" "A girl" "I want a boy.If its a boy we can name him after me if its a girl after you.What doctor are we gonna take them to if are kid does have any of are problems" "My mom" "Your moms a doctor" "Use to be she's retired" I rub the red spot on his cheek as I observe his tattoos.
"My moms the only person in the world that could beat me in a fight" "I wanna do something" "What" "I wanna get a tattoo"
Me and Jahseh went to his favorite tattoo place he got another tattoo under his left eye that said damaged and I got one under my left eye that says love then I get something thats like a henna tattoo but permanent on my hand and a matching one on my stomach Jahseh doesn't like the one on my stomach cuz it gives me another excuse to wear crop tops😜 I almost forgot I was pregnant when we got home Jahsehs mom cussed us out cuz she thought me getting a tattoo would hurt the baby after though we song happy birthday to Jahanna ate cake then had a BBQ I don't know if it was the baby or the fact that I ate to much but I throw up after that so me and Jahseh decided to go home
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y'all lil niglets got me up at 2:57 just to update for you lil dickens y'all better vote and comment to shit this some hard work
