~The Next Day~
10:00AM
RING
"Hello okay I'm on my way. Jahseh" I say tiredly we're still in bed.
"Mmh" he groans.
"I need you to drive me to the hospital" "Why can't you drive yourself" cuz I don't feel like it nigga.
"The babies coming" I yell he springs up and starts getting dressed.
"WhatAreWeGonnaDoWhatIfWeDon'tMakeItToTheHospitalWhatIf. Wait" "Falls alarm" I laugh.
"You ain't shit.Lets go" I'm dying laughing I grab one of Jahsehs black shirts some long black socks black pajama shorts and my Nike slides and get in the car.
10:55AM
"Wait for me to tell you to come in" I say to Jahseh as I walk into my sisters hospital room.
"Its time for her to go" India says with tears in her eyes.
"I promise I'll take good care of her. Theres something I have to tell you" "What" "I can only watch Milan for 9 months then I have to give her to Rakim" "Why" "Because...I'm pregnant" "Oh my GOD little sis I'm so happy for you" Indi squeals hugging me tight.
"I'm totally fine with that me and Rakim have actually been getting along. When do I get to meet my nieces or nephews father" "I actually brought him here. Jahseh!" Jahseh comes in scrolling in his phone then he looks up.
"Hey India" India looks at him with a shocked face.
"Sis can I talk to you alone please" "Sure. Jahseh" he walks out.
"I don't want you or my baby anywhere near him he's dangers" she whisper yells.
"How. Why does everybody keep saying that I've been with him for 5 months now and he hasn't done anything dangers" "Sister listen, he beat his last pregnant girlfriend Geneva he just got out of jail for it" "J-Jahseh would never do that to me" "Oh yeah whats that brush on your cheek from huh" "You can't judge him India your a heroine addict you did it while you were pregnant your lucky if I let your baby near you Jahsehs the only person that understands what I've been going through so I'm not leaving him because you say so" I grab Milan and her diaper bag and car seat and was about to leave but India stops me.
"Before you go I want you to have this" she hands me a box.
"Don't open it now. You'll probably hate me forever when you do but I've always wanted to tell you the truth" I take the box and leave.
~At Home~
12:00AM
"Jahseh tell me about Geneva" "Listen whatever India told you is a lie I didn't lay a finger on her some of my old girlfriends got jealous and jumped her she blamed it on me to try and get me for my money" "Thats fucked- I mean messed up, India don't want us cussing infant of the baby" I say rocking little Milan.
"Hey aunties baby" I say giving her butterfly kisses she laughs and grabs my nose.
"Want to hold her Jahseh" "I-I don't know" "Come on she's just a baby Jahseh don't be nerves" I say standing up and putting her in his hands.
"Be careful she's fragile" Milan takes one look at him and burst into tears.
"Why is she crying I ain't do nun" Jahseh says getting frustrated.
"Jahseh calm down babies can since when your uncomfortable don't be scared hold her close to your heart" Jahseh does as told and Milan stops crying.
"How are you so good at this" "I love babies I do a lot of research on them" "Sonya?" "Yeah" "I think its time for your medication"
TBC
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