He's the one

Him...

~~~~~Text Messages~~~~~
Scott☠️: I miss you❤️

I kept staring down at the text message. Reading it over and over again. Analyzing every part of the text. Just three simple words that made my stomach turn. What do I say. What was I supposed to say. I couldn't think straight. I hold the phone up to my face to type. I could barely write anything I was shaking so much.

Kirstin💕: I don't

Almost instantly I get a reply back.

Scott☠️: I love you
Kirstin💕: no you don't Scott
Scott☠️: how can you say that
Kirstin💕: you used me
Scott☠️: I was dumb what can I say I've changed
Kirstin💕: people don't change that much

He doesn't respond right away and I take this time to reflect on everything I did in the past.

I was 14, I was a freshman. I was taking an accelerated class that this senior was to. I had a huge crush on him, even with our 3 year age difference. I told my best friend about it, she told someone who told someone before he found out. Once he did... he asked me out. I thought everything was perfect. We were perfect.

My parents and brothers hated him and repeatedly told me. They always said he was bad for me and they were right. But I was young and in love and I was to blind to see it.

Everything was fine until he went to college. He rarely came to see me, called or even texted. It made me really sad that he didn't even care. I decided to surprise him at college. I go to his dorm and open the door. I stand in the doorway my mouth open wide. He was making out with another girl.

He was so caught up in the moment he didn't even see me. Sure enough he texted me later saying we wanted to see me.

Flashback

I heard a knock on the door and got up and opened it.

Scott: "Hey baby" he tries to hug me. I push him away.
Kirstin: "no"
Scott: "what's wrong" he ask confused. I was so close to snapping
Kirstin: "I know your cheating on me" his eyes got huge as he tried to come up with an idea of how to lie. He stayed silent.
Kirstin: "I should have know better" I say quietly to myself
Scott: "don't say that" he tries to grab my hand but I back away.
Kirstin: "were done" I say firmly my body quivering. Scott gets closer to me anger in his eyes. In one motion he grabs the collar of my shirt and slams me into the cabinet behind me. I scream in pain but know one was home, no one would hear. I was alone.
Scott: "you can not break up with me you hear me" he yells
Kirstin: "yes" I say quickly a tear falling down my face. That's how our relationship went. I knew how many girls he talked to, kissed, slept with while we were dating. But every time I would confront him about it he would hurt me. I didn't know how to get out of it. I had, had enough of this relationship. I went to his house dropped a letter off and ran back home.

That night I had countless texts, calls, and knocks on my door from him but I ignored them. I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to take him back. I knew if I saw him I would.

End of flashback

After a while he stopped and I never heard from him again until now. I didn't even see the text he sent me for a moment I was so caught up in my thoughts. I look down at my phone focusing my eyes. I read the text in my mind over and over and over again. My heart was beating out of my chest and I couldn't breathe.

Scott☠️: I promise I have changed I love you Kit and I will go to great lengths to find you and make you love me

I text Logan to come over now and immediately he send a text back saying he was coming. I fall on my side on the bed and curl up in a ball. I couldn't breathe I was gasping for air through sobs. I few seconds later I hear Logans key card in the door as he opens it. He runs over to me and grabs me.

L: "kit oh my god"
K: "I can't breathe I can't breathe" I kept repeating
L: "Kirstin look at me" he sits me up as I continue to try and fill my lungs with air. I look up at him.
L: "you're ok. I'm here. Nothing will happen" he kept repeating those words over and over again until my breathing became regular and my sobs turned into just a few tears. He hugged me for a little while longer before talking.

L: "what happened" he says softly. I grab my phone and show him the text. I don't know what to say and I don't know what I expected him to say.
L: "you know I'm here and the boys are here, we will never let anything happen to you Kirstin you hear me" he said sternly but he was just passionate. I nodded and he stood up.
L: "do you want me to stay" I shake my head. I didn't know what to say. He slowly turns and walks out of my room.

I go to my bathroom and splash water on my face trying to recover. I go back into my room and snuggle up under the covers. I try to push the thoughts of Scott out of my mind as I slowly drift off to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I could make an excuse like I normally do but this chapter isn't the best I know they will get better. I'm just experimenting, I'm not the best writer. Next chapters should be getting better I hope😂 Please vote/comment if you like my story anywho love y'all! Take it easy fam peace✌🏻