He's the one

Mistake

*Two weeks later* (sorry for all the time skips)

I had been home for about two weeks no and I was pretty much back to normal. My energy was back up and my stitches had been removed. I was sitting in the living room by myself when Daniel walks up to me.

D: "hey can we talk"
K: "I mean we do have that capability" I sass even though I was starting to get worried. I stood up and walked over to where he was.
D: "please Kirstin when you are sick tell me how bad it is I never want to see you go through that much pain and I can't handle to see you like that"
K: "I thought I was fine"
D: "I know but please just listen to me when I say that"
K: "oh so now I have to do everything you say" I'm starting to get frustrated
D: "that's not what I mea-" I cut him off
K: "but that's what you said didn't you" he takes a step closer to me. I back away.
D: "I'm just looking out for you" he reaches to put his hand on my shoulder but I jump
back covering my face with my hands. I look back up and see the hurt on Daniels face and realize the severity of what I just did.
K: "d-Daniel I'm.. im sorry" I quickly run upstairs into corbyns room and burst into tears.

C: "Kit what's wrong" he says rushing over to my limp, crying body.
K: "I made a huge mistake"
C: "what happened"
K: "well we were fighting and he put his hand on my shoulder and I flinched, like he was going to hit me"
C: "Kit" i then told him about my past and everything that had happened so he would understand where I was coming from.
K: "I shouldn't have done it I know Daniel would never hit me I guess it's just a defense mechanism" I cry into his chest.
C: "you need to go explain that to him"
K: "i know, thanks bean"
C: "of course" he says as I walk out the door.

I slowly walk back down the stairs, my head hanging low as I dragged my feet across the floor. I was so ashamed of myself. Ashamed of how I let my past dictate my relationship. I see Daniel on the couch looking out the window with a blank stare. He heard me walking in and turned to look at me but as soon as he did he turned back around.
K: "Daniel" I said. He didn't move or say anything.
K: "Daniel" I say again. He wasn't answering me. I sit down next to him.

K: "his name was Scott" I begin "my ex. It was a toxic relationship that I should have never been in but I couldn't find a way out. When we fought, which was quite often considering the amount of times he cheated on me he would hurt me because he didn't like it. Daniel I know you would never lay a hand in me or anyone else for that matter. It's just a defense mechanism I guess. I've been so used to doing it, which is no excuse because I never should have done it and I'm truly sorry Daniel" I say. We sit in silence for what seems like hours before his voice broke the silence.

D: "I get it and I'm not that mad I'm just trying to figure out how to tell you that I would never ever even think about hurting you in anyway"
K: "I know you wouldn't" he turns to me and pulls me in a hug where I feel tears run down my face and soak part of his shirt. He pulled away and kissed me before speaking again.

D: "on another note since we couldn't go on a date for our 6th month anniversary I'm going to make our 7th even more special" he says smiling
K: "can't wait" I smile back

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@KirstinPaul: you can't let your past relationships dictate your new relationships. Please remember that❤️❤️

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Only two more chapters left of this wow!!!! Next chapters going to be a dumb filler chapter but I think you guys will like it😂 love y'all! Take it easy fam peace ✌🏻