I'm trying so hard but that doesn't matter. I can't keep going. I don't want to. People tell me they love me but I don't believe them. How can I? When everyone has just used me and lied to me and walked over me. Also how can someone love me if I can't even love myself? I hate almost everything about me. I try to stay clean but I can't. I just can't. It's so hard and I don't want to stay clean. It's an escape. I need it. I can't give it up. I can't. Everything is such a struggle.
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Diary of a Cutter
RandomWarning: May be triggering. This is my story. My diary. I will update as often as I can.
