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There had to be a mistake.  I could not be dead.  I had a husband that loves me and a baby that needs me.  I need both of them.  What happened to me?  I don't remember anything.  Except my husband and baby.

I know someone was crying and wanted me to come back.  But back from where?  Then I heard someone say I had died.  No No No it can not be.  I have to much to live for.  

People said I was driving and had a accident.  But I don't remember being in a car.  The last thing I remember is Ricky and I was at a meeting with some gangs.  The police had came in when they heard what was going on and there was shots.  I was scared Ricky would be killed.

The police had showed up and asked us some questions.  But when they came to the door.  We were undressed.  We were having fun until then. We had to rush around and hurry and get clothes on and then I made coffee.  

After that things are hazy.  My mind is all over the place and I hurt all over.  My mind is in the clouds.  I feel like I'm frozen in time.  I can't get out it is like I am in a maze.  There are bad things here.

All I want is to get well and be there for my husband and baby.  I do not know how much more my body can handle.  Every time we think the worse is over something else happens.  Why can't we just be left alone and be happy.

The weather is nice today so I am going to try to go out for a while and get some air.  I hate staying inside.  It is not good for me.  

  

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