3 years. I had been married for 3 years. I hadn't talked to Brendon since the wedding. Not that I'm complaining.
"Bye sweetheart," Tyler kissed my cheek and shut the door. He and I never fought, we were the perfect couple, which sucked. In our 3 years of marriage, we haven't fought about anything, I kinda liked fights, it gives your relationship energy, and keeps things interesting.
5 hours have passed. I heard a knock at the door. I rolled my eyes and wondered who it could be. I opened the door and received a hug.
"Jackie, I've missed you so much," Brendon whispered to me. I pushed Brendon off.
"Brendon... what are you doing here?" I asked him.
"I've come to see you, I haven't in 3 years," He explained, walking inside. I shut the door behind him.
"You can't stay here," I sadly told him.
"Jackie, I've finally come to see you! Why are you pushing me away?" Brendon asked. I sighed.
"Because Brendon, last time I saw you we kissed and I said I loved you... on my wedding day," I reminded him. "That is why you need to leave," I replied sadly.
"Why don't you care about me!" Brendon yelled at me.
"I do care! I always cared! That is my problem!" I yelled back.
"You're doing one hell of a job showing it!" Brendon yelled sarcastically.
"God I don't know if I want to kiss you or throw you off a bridge," I complained.
"Can I pick?" He said softer. I laughed slightly.
"Brendon, I'm married, I can't do anything with you," I replied sadly. Brendon walked closer to me, and his lips were on mine. Memories flashed as he pulled on the hem of my shirt.
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"I missed that," Brendon said, standing up and putting his shirt back on. I didn't reply. I just cheated on my husband.
"You okay?" Brendon asked me. I stayed silent for a moment.
"No! I'm not okay! I just had sex with my ex in my husband's house!" I screamed at Brendon.
"I'll leave, I'll never come back, okay, I just hope you know I love you, Jackie," Brendon said gently, trying to calm me down. I was just so angry I snapped.
"Don't call me that," I snarled.
"Jackie you don't mean that," Brendon started, but got interrupted by me.
"I said don't call me that, and never talk to me again Brendon," I say coldly to Brendon, with not another word out of him he left.
He left and I broke. I cried and cried. I was a slut, a whore. I was no better than Gerard. I continued crying, even when I heard the door open.
"Jaclyn!" I heard Tyler. He walked in a saw me in tears. He ran over to me and pulled me into a hug.
"I'm so sorry Tyler!" I cried into his neck.
"What happened?" He asked me. I pulled away from the hug.
"Brendon... he came over, and we..." I stopped myself, but it was enough for him to understand.
"Jaclyn, it's alright, it was an accident, you're okay," He whispered to me, calming me down.
"I don't ever want to see him again," I said to him.
"You don't have to," Josh reassured me, I smiled at him.
~~~~I'm time skipping a week, so deal with it~~~~
"Blair, I need help," I say into the phone. Blair had gone back to the city and I'm still not used to not having her around.
"Of course," She said back.
"I slept with Brendon last week, and I can't get him off my mind, I want to see him again, I want him to be with me again," I explained honestly.
"Tell Tyler, tell him you want Brendon," she tells me.
"Are you crazy? He'll be so upset!" I yelled at her.
"Jaclyn, tell Tyler how you feel, I promise you he will tell you what you need to do, trust me," Blair said. I did, I did trust her, so I nodded my head and thanked her.
I walked back to my house. Anxiety rushed through my veins as I walked over to Tyler.
"Tyler, I need to tell you something," I said nervously.
"Of course Jaclyn," Tyler said sitting down on the couch, I did the same.
"I still love Brendon, I'm sorry but ever since we slept together he hasn't left my mind, I want him so much, I don't know what to do Tyler," I cried to him.
"I know," He smiled.
"You knew? How?" I asked.
"I found the necklace," He winked. I had kept the necklace Brendon gave me before he proposed.
"Go get him," He told me.
"What? What do you mean?" I asked him.
"Go get Brendon, go get the man you love, I'll file a divorce and all that shit, but I'll worry about that, go get your love," Tyler smiled. I pulled him into a hug.
"Thank you so much, I love you Tyler," I whispered into his ear.
"I love you too Jaclyn," He whispered back, and then I ran, I ran so fast down the road.
I stopped at the too familiar white house. I knocked on the door but there was no answer. I knocked louder and waited.
The door swung open only to see Brendon with a growing beard, he had bags under his eyes and his hair was extremely untamed.
"Jaclyn?" He almost yelled with a surprised look on his face.
"Call me Jackie," I smile at him and run into his arms. He wrapped them around me and squeezed onto me tightly. At that moment I felt protected and safe. His arms felt like home like I belonged there forever.
"What're you doing here?" He questioned.
"I told Tyler I was in love with you," I admitted smirking at him.
"You're in love with me?" He asked his face lighting up.
"Well obviously, that's why I'm here,"
"But why...?" He was about to ask another question but I interrupted.
"Just shut the fuck up and kiss me!" I yelled before grabbing his white t-shirt and pulling him in so his lips met mine. They fit together so perfectly and even after all this time I just kept feeling butterflies everytime I kissed him. "I fucking love you," I whispered to him.
"I love you, too," He whispers back. I pulled out the necklace that had been in my back pocket. He smiled when he saw I still had it.
"Yes," I simply say.
"What?" He asks.
"I wanna marry you, Bren, I want to be with you forever. I wanna be yours forever," I smiled at him. His face became astonished before his lips connected with mine.
When we parted I finally saw his eyes again, and for the first time, they were no longer broken as they had been. For the first time I didn't feel lost, I felt
found.
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