Dead || h.s

four

Sonaclair

"HeyguyssoIreallyhavetogolikerightnowniceseeingyouguysagainseeyouaroundinschoolandyeahIdidnotjustwalkoutofthattherapistplaceokbye" I smushed all my explanation in one breath so I would either get no questions or a bunch, me being me and taking my chances I decide to go with the way that would make me look like an idiot. ( a:n - It says : Hey guys so I really have to go like right now nice seeing you guys again see you around in school and yeah I didn't just walk out of that therapist place ok bye )

Harry stops me just in time before I unlock my doors "Hold up there dearest Rose, repeat what you said but a thousand times slower" 

I can either explain myself now and get it over with or stall and deal with my problems later...

"HHHHHHHEEEEEEEEYYYYY YYYOOOUUU—-" I say like a drunk man.

"You know what I meant Rosalie" he looks at me quite sternly while the rest of his friends are laughing in the back.

"It was a basic explanation! I'll see you guys at school!" I got into my car  and drove away as quick as possible. Harry is just shaking his head while he laughs. For his friends, they look like five year old's waving their best friend goodbye. They don't seem too bad.

 One friend at a time. Yeah, Harry first. Harry.

 I look at my clock in my car to read 8:00 sharp. I still have 30 minutes till I report to first period. As I drive I can't decide if I will spend the time outside infront of the school or maybe in the liabrary. I'm over thinking it, but maybe I can stay outside with Harry and his werido friends. Sigh, was having friends always this hard. 

*Flashback*

"Rosie Posie slow down, I can't catch up!" 

I looked back to see my best friend, Makenzie. I ran as fast as my 14 year old body take me, we were both late from staying up til 4am watching Netflix. On a school night.

"Kenzie hurry up!" I yell.

I run a long time before I hear anything else.

"Kenzie?" She was no where to be found.

We were both 14 when she went missing. We both went through the forest everyday to get to Middle School. It was our last year, 8th grade. We were so excited and scared for high school, we always talked about how out of luck we would become extremely popular and meeting cute boys freshman year, and then soon getting married together in a paired wedding. I was naive back then, but extremely happy. Life was different before, well you know.

 I rid my head from my memories from my depressing childhood as I get out of my car. No matter what I do to try to distract myself, I will always remember my blonde best friend who I didn't slow down for. Later that month of November, was the first time my dad touched me. But they still coudn't find her. The longer she remained unfound, the tougher living got. I didn't have a best friend anymore, I only had an abusive father. Such luck I had. I have hopes my pain will finally come to an end when my best friend is found. Makenzie is still missing to this day. 3 straight years without word or traces from anyone. 

I felt a strong hand wrap around my shoulder. I flinched at the touch. 

"Calm down small feisty one, relax it's just me" 

I looked up at Harry, he was smiling like he wanted me to smile with him. I'm in no mindset to smile right now. 

"The silent treatment Rose? How immature" he scoffed.

I removed myself from his grasp in an instant. "I deserve the right to be immature when my childhood was as shitty as the sewer" I snapped at him. He knows nothing, and I'm not willing to share right now.