Alone // Frerard

The Hardest Part Of This

Gerard darted his head at his brother, "No... You can't die. I just found you, Mikey! There's gotta be another way," he turned towards Patrick, "there has to be a cure! Please!"

Patrick shook his head slowly, "I'm so sorry, all we can do is slow down the process, but the medication we use to do that, can have negative side affects. Like, vomiting, high/low blood pressure, migraines, bloodshot eyes, swollen esophagus, throbbing pains, numbness in legs, and often, hair loss."

Gerard shook his head, "There has to be a cure. Tell me there's a cure!" Patrick shook his head, "We can begin taking the mediation that slows down the process, along with chemotherapy, tomorrow."

Mikey nodded courageously, "Then let's start tomorrow." He said.

Patrick smiled at Mikey, "Your a brave young man, Michael."

Patrick left the room. Gerard couldn't believe it, cancer?!

Gerard stood up, "Mikey, don't be afraid." Mikey squeezes Gerard's hand and nodded, tears flooding his eyes.

Frank walks towards the corner of the room, bringing his phone to his ear. Frank didn't attract the attention of Mikey nor Gerard, and that's how he preferred it.

Frank returned soon enough, approaching Mikey first, "Mikey. Gerard and I have to take care of something. You won't be alone, there's someone coming to see you as we speak."

Mikey nodded and forced a smile. Gerard didn't want to leave Mikey, not now.

But he knew that Pete needed Mikey, and thats exactly who was racing to the hospital to see Mikey.

Frank could tell that Gerard wasn't taking the whole 'cancer' ordeal very well, I mean who fucking would. Imagine you were ripped away from the one person you loved.

Then you find them in a horrible, lonely state, and you find out that they're going to die, and you can't save them.

Horrible things had happened to Gerard's life lately, but ever since Frank appeared, Gerard's life started looking up.

Frank laid a gentle kiss into Gerard's cheek, "I'm here for you, love." Gerard forced a small smile, but it quickly disappeared into a pout.

Pete busted through the door, tear stained clothes. He caught sight of Mikey and threw himself at him, climbing onto Mikey's bed, almost suffocating him in an embrace.

"MIKEY, IT- IT'S- N-NOT TRUE IS IT?!" Mikey nodded slowly. Pete sobbed loudly, occasionally screaming, holding Mikey closely to him.

Pete had never cried so hard. He couldn't breathe, talk, or even move.

His lungs ached. Mikey held Pete in his arms. "Stay strong," Pete's sobs calmed down so he could hear Mikey, "for me."

Pete's cries went silent, as he curled up next to Mikey. "For you, and you alone."

They held each other tightly, envisioning Mikey's last moments. Pete hated this situation, as did Gerard.

Frank made his best efforts to cheer Gerard up, but he soon realized Gerard just needed Frank to be there for him.

Frank drove home, with Gerard. Gerard was silent the whole way, as was Frank.

He swung the door open and sat down on the couch, soon to be accompanied by Gerard. "I love you, Gee. Never fucking forget that,"

Gerard stayed quiet, as if he didn't hear anything, "Gee, you mean everything to me. You have to stay strong for me,"

Gerard felt his tears build up, but he stayed silent, "Gerard, I love you." Gerard was still silent, until moments later, he slammed himself into Frank's chest, embracing him tighter than ever.

There you are, Frank thought to himself as he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend.

Pete had finally calmed down. He turned his head to Mikey, who was lovingly staring at him. They were laying down beside each other, faces only inches away from each other.

"Mikey..." Mikey smiled, "Yeah?" Pete was nervous, but he knew he had to admit now, before it was too late. "I'm gay." Mikey laughed, "I know that."

Pete smiled but soon went back to a serious tone, "I'm gay for you Mikey," Mikey felt his heart skip a beat, "Mikey, I- I don't want to lose you. Not now, not ever."

Mikey leaned closer to Pete, "How long have you felt this way?" Pete felt himself blush, but he tried to hide it, "Um... Ever since I met you..."

Mikey smirked as he pressed his lips against Pete's. Mikey separated their lips for a moment, "Me too."

Pete wanted to have Mikey forever, but he knew it couldn't be that way.

But that didn't stop him. Pete shuffled closer to Mikey, and pulled him into a strong kiss.

Yeah I put Petekey in here, deal with it. I've fully planned this fanfiction out, and I know exactly how it's going to end. I hope you enjoy it. Feel free to vote, share, and comment.